Dear Diary,
Now that I think of everything, we abandoned dad. I abandoned him to be alone in that town with the job, the people he hated. Loneliness IS THE cause of cancer. We gave it to him. I gave it to him.
I didn't take any solid decisions. Thinking it was good for him and mom to be separate after the violent fights. But I was wrong in shamming it as mom coming to help me with my education. They had been through worse and they would have dealt with it. It could have been one happy family.