ElodieE's Dear Diary

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Week14 IUP
howdy diary i'm back! since i've made my roadmap, i'm gonna tell you about my study plan here for the next couple of years.so i'm about to make a final project assignment for 2023 with the topic "Cyber Security Application for Companies". but before
Dec 12
Week13-IUP
hi diary i'm back! it's been a while huh? been busy and for the past few weeks i've made contact with an Information Systems alumni from ITS 2014, Ammar Fauzan. he works as a data scientist and he gave me a lot of new informations and tips that i nev
Dec 08
Week12-IUP
Hi! I'm Ratna Andrea Putri (05211942000009) and I'm a freshman who tries to survive this bachelor degree in Information Systems Department in ITS.  I had a dream to run my own business company with people who share same interests with me or be a syst
Nov 16
May 02, 2022
Dear anyone, I have messed up so much in life and hurt so many people that I do not know how to function anymore. Everything feels jumbled and confusing, I try to interact with life as if it's an rpg so I can hold on to that last piece of sanity I ha
May 02
School
I go to college for culinary arts. It's just a community college that has the program, and I need to do my general education. The program started out okay, and I felt good about moving forward with something, but the more I attend to these classes th
Jan 11
Weight
Do you ever get that feeling of being uncomfortable in your own skin? I get it every now and then. Sometimes it happens for no reason. Sometimes it happens after I take a shower. But I think the main reason why I'm feeling this way is because of my w
Jan 11
Online diary
I decided to do this online diary because I felt like sharing with people who I don't have to be careful around. Since I don't feel like I can talk to anyone in the real world, I wanted to talk online. Especially with some of my secrets, so I can let
Jan 11
Art
I think about what could be most important in my life, and every time I do, my thoughts run to art. Art is what I want my future to be made up of. I've always loved to draw since I was little, and everything about art just moves me. It lures me. I wa
Jan 11
Time
I have this thing that I didn't use to have when I was younger and growing up. This thing that makes me want to be quick at things, or do nothing at all if I feel like it wastes too much time. I hate this feeling. Of inpatients. And I'm struggling s
Jan 11
Envy
I'm feeling upset lately about what I've found out a few days ago. I'll come out and say it already that I am in college, to give an idea of my age. Anyhow, I heard from one of my closest friends, who is a bit younger than me, lost her virginity la
Jan 11
Alone
I'm feeling more and more alone lately than ever. I'm realizing how I am alone. Maybe not literally, but when I think about the people around me, there isn't a single one who I can talk to. Not deeply, and definitely not about all my emotions. I thin
Jan 11