Cat's Dear Diary

I go to college for culinary arts. It's just a community college that has the program, and I need to do my general education. The program started out okay, and I felt good about moving forward with something, but the more I attend to these classes th

Do you ever get that feeling of being uncomfortable in your own skin? I get it every now and then. Sometimes it happens for no reason. Sometimes it happens after I take a shower. But I think the main reason why I'm feeling this way is because of my w

I decided to do this online diary because I felt like sharing with people who I don't have to be careful around. Since I don't feel like I can talk to anyone in the real world, I wanted to talk online. Especially with some of my secrets, so I can let

I think about what could be most important in my life, and every time I do, my thoughts run to art. Art is what I want my future to be made up of. I've always loved to draw since I was little, and everything about art just moves me. It lures me. I wa

I have this thing that I didn't use to have when I was younger and growing up. This thing that makes me want to be quick at things, or do nothing at all if I feel like it wastes too much time. I hate this feeling. Of inpatients. And I'm struggling s

I'm feeling upset lately about what I've found out a few days ago. I'll come out and say it already that I am in college, to give an idea of my age. Anyhow, I heard from one of my closest friends, who is a bit younger than me, lost her virginity la

I'm feeling more and more alone lately than ever. I'm realizing how I am alone. Maybe not literally, but when I think about the people around me, there isn't a single one who I can talk to. Not deeply, and definitely not about all my emotions. I thin