July 07, 2022

Dear Diary, the Japanese course is going out to Dinner again next Friday. The same guy who was so weird to me last time is organizing it again. We have to react to a Whatsapp message of his to show we are coming and we have till tomorrow. I dont think I will go. Spike reacted today, so I thought about going anyway. But maybe I will just let it go. She probably has a boyfriend and even if not this kind of stuff has never amounted to anything. While I would like to talk to her more the whole going on a dinner with that guy again part is a major downside. So I will cease my stealth chasing ways and let her be alone listening to that guys blabbering. To be honest I was kind of writing this in the hopes somebody would say otherwise, but I dont know if I would listen anyway. I'll just relax and try not to let women get in the way of my happiness anymore. Try at least