LostInWonderland's Dear Diary

Dear You, It’s been a while. I’ve busied myself and went to see a therapist just to make sure I’m still sane. I’ve surprised myself over the past few months and I realized that I’ve just accepted things come what may. Because of that it was easie

Dear You, Why do you say stuff you don’t mean? You know the kinds of things that would hurt me. You said you were scared to hurt me so don’t tell me and you end up lying. I know everything. And yet here I am listening to you say you love me and t

Dear You, I wonder why with me you say you’re tired. We don’t have conversations anymore. You go about your day and I go about mine. We don’t meet in the middle like we used to. I mean, I try. You said you’re tired but I see you making time for s

Dear You, I wish you understood me. I wish you see through me like you used to. But you and I both fear the ending we don’t want for each other and that is why we’re struggling to fight for what we have and what we’ve built throughout the years.

Dear You, I’m lonely. It seems like everyday we keep growing apart. Some days, we’re okay. But most days, it seems that we just do what we have to do. I have to ask for hug for just a minute. I miss you. I miss my best friend. And I wish you stil

Dear you, just when I thought you’re done playing with my heart because you whisper sweet words to make my knees go weak, here you are again slowly breaking the tiny pieces that’s already broken. I wonder if you think about the pain my heart goes thr

Dear you,  It’s not like I’ve given up on us… it’s more like I got tired of the constant judgements and comments for those waiting for you and i to end. Like predators awaiting to claw their way into your heart so they have no problem slandering

Dear you, I miss you. I miss my best friend. I wish we could go back to how we used to. I want to run into your arms and cry. I wish you see me like how you used to.

Dear you, I had grown comfortable on my own skin. I wish you understand that I am okay without friends. And I know you don’t like that it may look like that I’ve become dependent on you but you’re wrong. I never open up to anybody but only to you

Dear you, Today I realized that I haven’t been checking on her for some reason. I haven’t been bothered by the presence of her and I thought wow. It’s the first time in a long time that I felt relieved and realized I don’t hold those kind of emot

Dear you,  There are days that I doubt about everything and negative thoughts swarm in my head, flooding my brain, then I sit and cry questioning every memories I had.  I wish I could tell you every little thing that goes on inside my mind, to every

Dear you, I wish we could go back to yesteryear to where our memories were filled with laughter at every corner of the room and just sitting dreaming about the future we wanted  Not like this. Trying to hide my emotions from you while you’re

Dear you, I wish I could talk to you like I used to. I wish you understood me like you used to. But right now we’re into deep in the abyss that we’re both drowning. You don’t see me and I don’t see you. And it seems that we’ve outgrown each other