Lady H's Dear Diary

Index
June 01, 2020
Hye babies... I couldn't sleep💔.. Mind is full of thoughts .. Im so tired of having problems.. I miss talking to you guys.. If only we could talk personally thru whatsapp would be nice dun you guys think? hmmm
May 31
May 12, 2020
Dear Diary,  It's 3:35am... I couldn't sleep. Think too much. Im in a lot of pain. What will you guys do if yr family physically hurts yr loved one? What am i suppose to do? I can't bear to see him suffer because of our relationship was not blessed
May 11
April 24, 2020
Missing him and wouldn't be able to do anything hurts so much... It's been so long since the last time i wrote my diary... Life was such a mess lately... But thank god i manage to survived...
Apr 24
April 03, 2020
I feel so messed up staying at home with them.. I miss my parents so much ..Do pray for my parents so that they could come out from hospital as soon as possible..
Apr 03
April 01, 2020
Been very busy for the whole day...Doing all the works at home..Now that i have time to write i'd like to share and ask... So i've been dreaming of everything that related with out relations lately... Last night i dreamed i met his mother and we talk
Apr 01
April 01, 2020
It's April... 10 more days to go to my birthday.. My Parents is still in the hospital... I miss them so much...
Apr 01
March 31, 2020
Y'all who read this.. Please do pray for me so that I could be with the one i love...I miss him...I hope everything will be fine...
Mar 31
March 29, 2020
Dear Diary, everytime he's awake at 2/3 in the morning... he'll text me.. Im so happy for that... That's when he'll call me and talk to me till i fall asleep... It's almost 3 am now and he's awake... I wish he knew how much i missed him💔
Mar 28
March 29, 2020
Dear Diary, It's 2:33 a.m and i couldn't sleep... I tried to called him.. but he didn't pick up my calls... I think he fell asleep.. Maybe he's tired..  is it strange or does it sounds weird if i say i couldn't sleep without hearing his voice? It's t
Mar 28
February 16, 2020
We go to Kundasang together... It was the best moment I ever had with him... We spent the whole day together... We go out without letting anyone knows.. It is painful to go out with the one you love in silence.. But having him by my side makes me for
Mar 28
March 28, 2020
Dear Diary,             Im in love with this one guy... He's married... We've been together for almost a year already...  It hurts so much that i have to go through this💔 Our family didn't want us to be together.. but we still keep in touchh in sil
Mar 28
October 18, 2021
Dear Diary,today I've decided to start journaling. I've had ideas on what I can start, but all I could think of is journaling about BTS since it's one of the things I'm inspired in. But at the same time I also want to jsut write about my days, and I,
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September 04, 2023
Dear You, It’s been a while. I’ve busied myself and went to see a therapist just to make sure I’m still sane. I’ve surprised myself over the past few months and I realized that I’ve just accepted things come what may. Because of that it was easie
Sep 04
July 09, 2023
Dear You, Why do you say stuff you don’t mean? You know the kinds of things that would hurt me. You said you were scared to hurt me so don’t tell me and you end up lying. I know everything. And yet here I am listening to you say you love me and t
Jul 10
July 09, 2023
Dear You, I wonder why with me you say you’re tired. We don’t have conversations anymore. You go about your day and I go about mine. We don’t meet in the middle like we used to. I mean, I try. You said you’re tired but I see you making time for s
Jul 09
July 08, 2023
Dear You, I wish you understood me. I wish you see through me like you used to. But you and I both fear the ending we don’t want for each other and that is why we’re struggling to fight for what we have and what we’ve built throughout the years.
Jul 08
May 24, 2023
Dear You, I’m lonely. It seems like everyday we keep growing apart. Some days, we’re okay. But most days, it seems that we just do what we have to do. I have to ask for hug for just a minute. I miss you. I miss my best friend. And I wish you stil
May 25
April 27, 2023
Dear you, just when I thought you’re done playing with my heart because you whisper sweet words to make my knees go weak, here you are again slowly breaking the tiny pieces that’s already broken. I wonder if you think about the pain my heart goes thr
Apr 28
April 14, 2023
Dear you,  It’s not like I’ve given up on us… it’s more like I got tired of the constant judgements and comments for those waiting for you and i to end. Like predators awaiting to claw their way into your heart so they have no problem slandering
Apr 15
April 13, 2023
Dear you, I miss you. I miss my best friend. I wish we could go back to how we used to. I want to run into your arms and cry. I wish you see me like how you used to.
Apr 13
March 25, 2023
Dear you, I had grown comfortable on my own skin. I wish you understand that I am okay without friends. And I know you don’t like that it may look like that I’ve become dependent on you but you’re wrong. I never open up to anybody but only to you
Mar 26
March 15, 2023
Dear you, Today I realized that I haven’t been checking on her for some reason. I haven’t been bothered by the presence of her and I thought wow. It’s the first time in a long time that I felt relieved and realized I don’t hold those kind of emot
Mar 15
March 08, 2023
Dear you,  There are days that I doubt about everything and negative thoughts swarm in my head, flooding my brain, then I sit and cry questioning every memories I had.  I wish I could tell you every little thing that goes on inside my mind, to every
Mar 08
March 07, 2023
Dear you, I wish we could go back to yesteryear to where our memories were filled with laughter at every corner of the room and just sitting dreaming about the future we wanted  Not like this. Trying to hide my emotions from you while you’re
Mar 07
March 07, 2023
Dear you, I wish I could talk to you like I used to. I wish you understood me like you used to. But right now we’re into deep in the abyss that we’re both drowning. You don’t see me and I don’t see you. And it seems that we’ve outgrown each other
Mar 07