Dear you,
It’s not like I’ve given up on us… it’s more like I got tired of the constant judgements and comments for those waiting for you and i to end. Like predators awaiting to claw their way into your heart so they have no problem slandering me and pretending to be a kind person you thought them to be.
I realized that I’m okay even when they badmouth me because I will never stoop down to their level and if you and I are to end, it would be because we ended it the way we wanted or I sabotage our relationship just so I could escape the hateful eyes of people wanting to steal you away from me. Now I found them idiotic, because whether we separate or not, it is not guaranteed that you’ll actually even give them a chance. It’s laughable.
I am angry but I don’t want to show it.