Dear you,
Today I realized that I haven’t been checking on her for some reason. I haven’t been bothered by the presence of her and I thought wow. It’s the first time in a long time that I felt relieved and realized I don’t hold those kind of emotions towards her anymore. I didn’t go into her social media and I stopped asking you about her. I didn’t even know I stopped. I didn’t realized that she didn’t occupy my mind anymore.
I’m relieved. It’s like for the first time I felt safe in my own mind. And I really want to stay like this. It’s so liberating not feeling jealousy and dislike towards another. I never like those kinds of feeling.