Halen's Dear Diary

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day 4,954 of hell.
Dear Diary,      I don't have school today. The board office said it's because of "icy roads". But the roads literally had no ice on them. But to be fair, I'm not complaining. It's a day off school which is a day to do whatever I want. Not whatever
Jan 31
day 4,952 of hell.
Dear Diary,    I feel so shitty right now. Like I just want to cry until I can't anymore. I want to let it all out. But I can't. And I also can't be in MY safe space for an entire week. I hate this. SOS. PLEASE. I really and truly don't want to be
Jan 30
boring
Dear Diary,             Good morning. Last night was okay. I watched movies with my sister and then fell asleep at like 3AM. But I just felt out of place the entire time. I don't know why. Probably nothing but still. Do you ever feel like that? Lik
Jan 29
day 4,951 of hell.
Dear Diary,     Sometimes, I wonder why I was brought into this world. This cruel. brutal, and terrible world. It's not exactly the world. It's more of the people in it. Not all of them. Just some. People can be terrible. That's why we need to try
Jan 28
lol
Hi. Yesterday was okay... I talked to my counselor about therapy, and I have papers to get a therapist at school. I don't know what days I will have sessions with her or anything but she's my friend's therapist too. She says she's cool. But I don't r
Jan 28
day 4,948 of hell.
Sometimes the only things that fill my head are bad things. Like today. I was in English and out of nowhere I just felt this big wave of sadness come over me. Then I just started thinking about the fact that I am 8 pounds "overweight". I hate thinkin
Jan 26
welcome2hell
Hey. Today and the entire week has been so shitty. I hate what's going on around me and the things that everything is doing to me. I feel like I can't speak to anyone and when I try to, I choke. I can't let out anything because if I let out too much
Jan 26