Dear Diary,
I don't have school today. The board office said it's because of "icy roads". But the roads literally had no ice on them. But to be fair, I'm not complaining. It's a day off school which is a day to do whatever I want. Not whatever I want but to be able to relax and just sit down and watch movies all day. I've watched a movie and taken a nap. The movie was Coco. And now me, my brother, and my sister are watching the new buzz lightyear movie. It's not really new anymore but we haven't watched it. I am going to go eat lunch really fast.
Okay, I'm back. I had biscuits and chocolate gravy. With a little bit of eggs. It was soo good. But now I'm pretty full. But this movie is pretty good. But I also feel like I wanna die right now. I don't know why but I literally just want to die. And I also want to go home. Like not to my sisters dads. To MY house. With my mom and with my moms boyfriend. I don't like coming to my sisters dads house. He's so aggravating. And he won't listen to anything. He keeps trying to force me to talk to him and all it's doing is making me want to build up the wall even higher. And he won't just leave it alone and understand that I'm not going to talk to him. But he won't. Ever. Because he doesn't know when to quit. I just wish he did. I'm getting a therapist and he's not the therapist. So stop trying to be my therapist Jeremy. Because I'm not going to fucking talk to you about anything or any of my problems. And I know that's not going to even make him stop. No matter what I say to him he won't stop.