Stmph's Dear Diary

Dear you, I’ve been feeling more and more sad…. Or I don’t know what… I feel like I have no point or motivation of living, I’ll be 30 soon and the only thing that I can think about is me getting old, or what is the point of living, I don’t know what

Dear Diary, sometimes when I miss you, I still read your messages on my phone.

Dear Diary, I’m going to be 29 and I’ve never been in a serious relationship, I want to experience that! I don’t want to get married or have kids, but I want to experience what is to be in a relationship, to be involved with someone I love and he lov

Dear Diary, Tonight I just want to dream with you, dream that you are holding me, that I’m with you, and nothing else matters. I want to feel that again, even if is in a dream. I want to listen to the music we used to listen when we were together and

Dear Diary, I was about to sleep but I can’t, I’m still thinking about the conversation we had this afternoon. I had a very special news and I shared with you.. you again.. you said you were happy for me, and you know what? I believe you, but again…

Dear Diary, I still miss you.. but you seem so happy with her… but you talk to me… like we used to. We share secrets, I confess you one of the deepest secrets I’ve ever shared. But we still talk.. I still confess things to you that I haven’t confes

Dear Diary, I still miss you, I’m not going to lie… what did you do to me? This year is going to be 3 years and I still can’t let you go. Is because we still talk? I post an IG story and you are the first person to see it. I don’t know. But I reall

Dear Diary, And suddenly I went out the shower and my Spotify decided to play that song, that stupid song that we first played in your car the second day we went out. Remember? Circles by Post Malone. Oh Geez… I remember that day, we went out from t

Dear Diary, I miss him, people say I miss the way I was with him. When I can’t sleep at night I still remember how we met. Why I just can’t stop thinking about you. You moved on, why I can’t do the same? Sometimes I wonder, are you happy? Are you h

Dear Diary, I feel alone, I’m surrounded by people and I still feel alone. Why?  Also… I’m single… lately I’ve been thinking that I’m not capable of being loved. Why? What is wrong with me? To be honest I’ve never think about marriage, a paper jus

Dear Diary, Lately I just feel like I'm surviving and not living, everything annoys me and nothing cheers me up, I have no motivation and I can't find one. I am very independent, but most of the time I ask myself, what is wrong with me? I have no o