Yesterday was truly something…
My mom and I went to my psychologist and we talked, we talked about the cutting, the mood swings and my mental breakdowns and anxiety.
So he took a look at my file and throughout the years I’ve been seeing him I’ve suffered with my mood swings and now their getting worse. I might have bipolar disorder or maybe just some chemical imbalance because I have never had a manic episode but a hypomanic episode???? Maybe but idk but they wanna put me on mood stabilizers.
I also have severe anxiety and moderate depression and PTSD from last year.
I apparently my cutting is starting to become a habit and they want me to try and stop right away.
Next week I’ll get a diagnosis from this Psychiatrist, I truly don’t think it’s bipolar disorder tbh I just don’t feel like it is I think it’s some chemical imbalance where I have the mood swings and highs and lows like bipolar person but I don’t have episodes but also idk if all my mental breakdowns count as a hypomanic episode but oh yea anyways I do think I need the mood stabilizers. They’ll do me good :)