Javanfarbod's Dear Diary

Index
November 10, 2020
چطور باور کنم تمام این کارا ( بدرفتاریا، توهینا، تهمتا، پشت سر حرف زدنا، دروغا، تحقیرا، بی توجهیا و حتی دیگرانو جایگزین کردنا) کار درسا باشه و حتی یک بار هم دلجویی نکرده باشه؟ به خدا مسخرست. من نمیتونم بپذیرم که درسا این کارو کرده باشه. واقعا عجیبه.
Nov 10
November 10, 2020
امروز کتاب شفای زندگی تموم می شه. من هنوز درک نمی کنم دلیل این فراموشی و بی معرفتی رو. ولی این بار خیلی تصمیم جدی تره واسه اینکه بهبودی رو کامل کنم.
Nov 10
Missing.
Hey is it ok to feel lost and missing, thise days I feel like I am spending my time for something which doesn't make a sense when I look back, nothing else I am just lost in my mind about my work life, I am a corporate employee and now I feels like I
Jul 23
Time flies.
Dear Diary, all the time in my childhood I used to think about getting old and being free, I will get out of my parents' control, make money on my own, and spend as much as I want because if the money will be my hard-earned, but I didn't think as I g
Jun 06
I can't be the guy anymore.
Dear Diary, life teaches a lot about many things, and I am stupid enough to get back to doing the same mistakes that happen before. I don't wanna be the old guy anymore, it hurts when I write but you know that, right? Better than getting into the dee
May 25
End of an era [February 06, 2022]
Dear Diary, Please hold me tight I am losing my grip on myself. I never thought I will be so close to my friends, we started as strangers, hesitate to talk to each other, I have noticed that friends gave a creepy look from the outside of my room, The
Feb 06
Lost in friendship.
Dear Diary, I am sorry that I didn't tell you about whatever was going on I don't know what Is going on around me, Today one of my friends asked if I am in a relationship with one of my friends, to be fair I like here I will keep on liking.
Feb 05
I've had enough and will fight.
Dear Diary, do you think I am someone who deserves to suffer all this shit? I don't know when did I become like this, I can say that I am no more the person I used to be. I have Lost track of everything, I don't bother to finish my work which I used
Feb 02
It's over, it didn't work as foreseen.
Dear Diary, let's start from where we left yesterday, I was so excited thinking that she might be sensing something like how I feel for her, but it wasn't that way, for my story, there is no happy ending, yeah it happens to me. What happened? the rig
Feb 01
Un-Expected Happiness.
Dear Diary, do you know that I have done it. Yes I know you don't understand what happened, you are confused, right? Ok, listen there is a girl I was crushing for the past few months but I haven't had the guts to confess that to her, please don't ask
Jan 31
Little Messed Up Life.
Dear Diary, Who am I? I don't know why but I started feeling like I am somebody who went missing for a long time, no one cares about my existence, or I felt so, I don't know what my life is meant to be? Is that just I or others are also there who fee
Jan 30