Alice818's Dear Diary

God damn i wish i could stop thinking about you. I just think about you all the time i want to hold you. My arms like can almost feel you there like they long for you. They feel so empty. I want to make you laugh and i want to make your aches go away

I want to nuzzle your neck i want to smell you. I want to smell your skin and your hair and i want to taste your lips so bad. I want to feel your soft tummy against my cheek i imagine it is very smooth and silky. Is your v well groomed or does it gro

I've had this crush on and off now for years now already! That ain't shit i once had a crush on this guy for like 10 years and he eventually came knocking on my door like in the movies and said he always loved me too. Thing is, he was small and withe

I wonder why we fancy a certain person like what is it about them that we are drawn to? Is it there smell? Their look? Their voice?  All the above I'm sure :)Its so funny that i was thinking i wasn't into TH anymore and then Boom! I saw her and now I

OMGI had not laid eyes on her since March and she looked so pretty! Her hair was longer and in her eyes and w hen she was outside our office we waved at each other and then she actually came in and chatted with the boss and i popped up like a damn gr

You live an hour away from work but you were there before me when i got there at 8 and when i left a 530 you were still there. That's a long fucking time to be at work and i can't help but think it's because of your gorgeous assistant. I don't even k

It's 1am and I'm up again. It's because i don't have oil to smoke =( Payday is on Friday i hopei can make it until them. We have no good food to eat no protein just carbs so it's impossible to satisfy this hunger for very long. My brother said some p

Tried to run into you but no luck. Sucks big hairy balls.People on here write about their troubles with their lives their BFs or husbands or what have you and it makes me aware that i am alone.i ain't got that problem and my life is good but there's

Even though i said i wouldn't think about you i do still. I still fantasize what you're doing and i wonder what you're wearing. I sure hope you're not fucking your assistant it's torturous to think about but i can't help it. There's just no way you w

So i was trolling the internet and i started looking at images of her and they weren't that flattering and it turned me off. I can't believe how shallow i am and now I'm not thinking of her nearly as much which leads me to believe that crushes are on

I have so much love to givebut no one to give it to. Like right now I'd like to be spending time with my loved one in thebedroom. I'd like to chat about the day and just cuddle. Or perhaps take a bubble bath and have a drink before bed. But not befor

So again today just thinking about you and even looking at old emails i sent you and I'm surprised at my audacity.I really need to tone down the arrogance and just bee warm and loving like my friend Laura.I really do have so much love to give but out

Why do i think about you ago much? I stopped but then all of a sudden you came back flooding my thoughts and even infiltrating my dreams once. I found a white feather too and i just hear your name like right away in the morning when i first wake up.

2020-09-13 17:47:32 (UTC)Can't Stop Thinking About You I wake up thinking of you i go to sleep thinking of you and i recently dreamt of you. In the dream you were I disbelief that i would like you because you're white and I'm Mexican. Not to mention

2020-09-23 21:42:58 (UTC)Examples Here i will list instances that have lead me to believe you may be interested in me. This is a way for me to work things out sort out ideas and getmy brain straight again. I don't understand why my crush went away f

Hey is it ok to feel lost and missing, thise days I feel like I am spending my time for something which doesn't make a sense when I look back, nothing else I am just lost in my mind about my work life, I am a corporate employee and now I feels like I

Dear Diary, all the time in my childhood I used to think about getting old and being free, I will get out of my parents' control, make money on my own, and spend as much as I want because if the money will be my hard-earned, but I didn't think as I g

Dear Diary, life teaches a lot about many things, and I am stupid enough to get back to doing the same mistakes that happen before. I don't wanna be the old guy anymore, it hurts when I write but you know that, right? Better than getting into the dee

Dear Diary, Please hold me tight I am losing my grip on myself. I never thought I will be so close to my friends, we started as strangers, hesitate to talk to each other, I have noticed that friends gave a creepy look from the outside of my room, The

Dear Diary, I am sorry that I didn't tell you about whatever was going on I don't know what Is going on around me, Today one of my friends asked if I am in a relationship with one of my friends, to be fair I like here I will keep on liking.

Dear Diary, do you think I am someone who deserves to suffer all this shit? I don't know when did I become like this, I can say that I am no more the person I used to be. I have Lost track of everything, I don't bother to finish my work which I used

Dear Diary, let's start from where we left yesterday, I was so excited thinking that she might be sensing something like how I feel for her, but it wasn't that way, for my story, there is no happy ending, yeah it happens to me. What happened? the rig

Dear Diary, do you know that I have done it. Yes I know you don't understand what happened, you are confused, right? Ok, listen there is a girl I was crushing for the past few months but I haven't had the guts to confess that to her, please don't ask

Dear Diary, Who am I? I don't know why but I started feeling like I am somebody who went missing for a long time, no one cares about my existence, or I felt so, I don't know what my life is meant to be? Is that just I or others are also there who fee