I can't be the guy anymore.

Dear Diary, life teaches a lot about many things, and I am stupid enough to get back to doing the same mistakes that happen before. I don't wanna be the old guy anymore, it hurts when I write but you know that, right? Better than getting into the deep with some, be awake, and think to never let your guards down. You will get better day by day. You are good alone and make your friends feel you are worthy of their friendship, Hang around with them.

It's always you in the end. Just you.