Dear Diary, let's start from where we left yesterday, I was so excited thinking that she might be sensing something like how I feel for her, but it wasn't that way, for my story, there is no happy ending, yeah it happens to me. What happened? the right will tell you, with all the courage I have I went to her, as I said before she was with her friends, I asked her to step to the corner and said that I have a crush on her, hold on did I do that? Yes, I did. Behind the scene, my friends whereas shocked as I was, they were teasing me from a little away. But what? Did she say something? Still don't know, did she reject me? I don't know, what she said is she didn't want to be in a relationship, she is not in a position to do all these things just after I got rejected, my friends were cracking upon me. Hello, you. wait don't assume that she is so innocent, which she is. but later now I am seeing her with other boys, and heard that she is seeing someone from past some days. How do I get to know this? My friend who is a friend of her new guy who I mentioned early by the "seeing some" is a friend of my friend and she is into him as much as I got to know. Yes, it did hurt and started to feel annoyed even for silly reasons. It was much better if she would have said she didn't like me or something, but what hit me was that she kept me on hold as some backup. It's ok to feel dreadful, it's ok to feel low. Today I had a situation where I had to face her, but I couldn't it's not as simple as it looks. I had to move a little(run away) I don't know anymore I will be able to get my life on track as earlier but now I know what it feels when a truck comes at a speed of 100kmph hits. I won't write about it here anymore. I just wanted to forget about everything and just move on. Thank you for taking the time to read what I had to say I wanted someone to listen to all this bye.