Dear Diary, Who am I? I don't know why but I started feeling like I am somebody who went missing for a long time, no one cares about my existence, or I felt so, I don't know what my life is meant to be? Is that just I or others are also there who feel the same as me? ok, I will tell you what happened today, it was a normal day I woke up in the morning fighting with my thoughts had a hard time getting myself out of the bed, but convinced myself that I have to do it, then started thinking of what to do there is a long day left which I have to kill, again Hitler starting with my mind, wait, what? Ok, I got it I forgot to introduce you to "Hitler", Hitler is the name which I gave to my panic attack, as always he started to mess up with my mind and made me think about really shit things, made me feel more useless thank you, Hitler. I wanted to do many things but why, who is the obstacle? I don't want to blame Hitler again for this I also have to take responsibility for what happening to me. It's me who is letting the hitter play with my emotions, I am struggling now that doesn't mean I am going to let Hitler take control over me, I will fight Hitler until he runs away rest I will tell you tomorrow, bye.