DyingSoul's Dear Diary

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March 14, 2022
Dear Diary, It's been sometime. I've been busy. I've been doing well I think. Today after sometime I made contact with S. I've had some trouble financially. Who else could I ask? It was a bad idea. He replied with a one liner. Sorry I'm rather brok
Mar 14
February 28, 2022
Dear Diary, February is done. My birthday month. However nothing special happened. I never really went anywhere. Trying to focus on work. It's been really busy. March is definitely going to be a good distraction. Should I just allow life to swallow
Feb 28
February 23, 2022
Dear Diary, Today has been a very productive day. I am grateful for my work. That I can prove that I am not just an ornament in the office. I actually add value.  Also grateful for thinking less of S. And not feeling compelled to make contact. I d
Feb 23
February 21, 2022
Dear Diary, It's been 6 days. 6 whole days since that man told me that he wants to move on and change. He told me that he does not trust me. I did not feel offended at all. It doesn't bother me. Work has been keeping me busy and my up and coming dr
Feb 21
February 16, 2022
Dear Diary, Today he asked me again why I could not move on. He  Told me that I am obsessed with him. He told me that he wants to grow up and become a better person. He expected me to say something. I told him nothing I said would change his mind
Feb 16
February 01, 2022
Dear Diary, First day of January...except for the fact that I flunked my exam, everything else was pretty good. Lol so it's Valentine week soon, from 7th Feb. And then it will soon be 14th Feb LMAOOOOOOOOO Anyways, I'm just gonna hangout w my be
Feb 01
January 27, 2022
Dear Diary, It's mom's birthday soon, next month. I hate to say this but I don't know her birthdate. I mean, I knew it, but I forgot. I'm very bad at remembering dates oooofff. I was thinking of what to buy her. Been racking my brains since t
Jan 27
January 24, 2022
Dear Diary, Okay my bad days have started. Welcome :) I've been realizing so many things recently, like...it's too much information for a kid like me to understand. Everything just goes so wrong all of a sudden, and then I'm filled with regrets
Jan 24
January 23, 2022
Dear Diary, All these Korean dramas make me feel that my life will also be similar to them. But in reality, no. My life will never have a prince charming to come and save me from this harsh world, neither is my dad a hotshot CEO of any company.
Jan 23
January 21, 2022
Dear Diary, I had a really bad day. My mood was off the whole time so I slept for 7 hours after coming from school. LOL that was pointless tho. Maybe I don't really have any luck wd boys I guess. Its like, the guy I like never likes me back, n t
Jan 21
January 19, 2022
Dear Diary, Today, in the morning, I was standing outside, waiting for my school bus to arrive. The place where I stood, was close to where the watchman was sitting. So when I was there, the watchman guy, he stared at me for a few seconds, then
Jan 19
January 17, 2022
Dear Diary, Every day, the fact that I'm not exactly the ideal daughter makes me feel bad for my mom dad. I am not at all good at studies, which is literally the only thing they want from me. Well, I love to draw and write, though. Honestly, I c
Jan 17
January 16, 2022
Dear Diary, There's this guy who happened to catch my eye. We haven't talked at all yet. But I was curious about him since I first saw him. It's not love obviously coz that happens only when u know the person well. Still, it's a "butterflies" mo
Jan 16
January 13, 2022
Dear Diary, I'm really very happy nowadays, that it doesn't feel right. I always think that something bad is about to happen, bcz it's never been a peaceful life for me, like it is now. Oh I want things to remain as they are now. Not asking for
Jan 13
January 08, 2022
Dear Diary, Today my parents were discussing smtg about the right age for marriage. They were like, "23-24 is the perfect age for a girl to get married.". WHATTTT??!!...I personally feel this is too early. Hate to break my parents' heart, but I
Jan 08
January 04, 2022
Dear Diary, You know there are so many people I was really close with before, can say best friends, and some were more than that. Now tho, we rarely talk. We all have accounts on social media, still all we do is share memes, that too, once in a
Jan 04
January 03, 2022
Dear Diary, This is my first entry so I'd better give a brief intro about myself. I'm a 16 yr old kid who overthinks every little thing in life. I have strict but loving parents, and my humor really is great, no kidding!! I've always loved keep
Jan 03