January 03, 2022

Dear Diary,

This is my first entry so I'd better give a brief intro about myself. I'm a 16 yr old kid who overthinks every little thing in life. I have strict but loving parents, and my humor really is great, no kidding!!

I've always loved keeping diaries, but they were usually filled with talks about my crushes, and I want this one to be different. 

Umm so, since the past few days, my life has become much much better, cuz I learnt to love myself. I hated me before and there wasn't a day when I wouldn't curse myself for existing. It was hard for me to accept myself, but yay! I did it!

People used to comment on my body shape, saying that I have a big butt. Because of such comments, I became very self-conscious of how I look. I thought I was fat when actually, I was not. Even mom and dad used to say such stuff. It took me a while to understand that I have a pear-shaped body, which is as beautiful as other body types. Turns out many model celebs have this body type too. And they are confident AF!

I never bothered to tell anyone that this is my body type, I really dgaf now about what people think. If they still comment, Imma ignore them, but I'm not obliged to justify my looks to those who find it strange.

Thank goodness I learnt to love myself, now I can laugh freely without wondering if my chubby cheeks make me look fat!!!

I found happiness within me and I hope those who are having a hard time, realize that they all are pretty and beautiful souls.

Yours, RM ♡