Mrs. Brightside's Dear Diary

Left for a week to a mental hospital for cutting. Everything was fine and good.  But that’s the problem… It’...

I relapsed again yesterday…. I have been trouble loving myself lately so today is bad bitch day <3 Today I will...

Im so tired of everyone and honestly everything. I’m tired of opening up and talking, I’m tired of everyone hugging...

They want me to start identifying when I ge my lows and highs, well here’s one of them. I for sure get very happy fa...

Today is the day I get diagnosed or maybe my journey to getting diagnosed starts, idk but either way I’m feeling maybe a...

I want to punch the living shit out of my mom rn, I swear I hope that bitch falls and cracks her neck open cuz omg S...

Everyone around me is mad I cut but honestly I genuinely don’t care anymore, idk, I don’t really feel anything anymore t...

It’s hard to get  better and to be proud of not cutting and just reaching out and getting help because I’m my head even...

I had an emotional breakdown yesterday. My therapist told me like a week ago? That I have PTSD from the sexual assau...

So today I had a an anxiety attack and went to the school bathroom to cut… I don’t really know how I feel about that...

I’ve been having such violent thoughts lately… Idk know why I feel like I’m gonna truly loose it.  I feel th...

So desperate to cut now that we doing at school… Today me and my bestie smoked a cigar together, it was her first ti...

Yesterday was truly something…  I was feeling pretty low and thinking about cutting and drinking and having a cigare...

Someone reach out please

I texted my ex last night and he talked to me today in person for the first time 👁👁 He keeps staring at me like he...