Kat_ursula's Dear Diary

Index
2023
Dear Diary, I honestly don't feel like sharing anything right now, so I'm just gonna say Happy New Year!!! The last year has been something of a roller coaster somehow, and I hope this one would be better and calmer.  I'm sincerely hopin
Jan 01
Sick
Dear Diary, I seriously need to start drinking a lot of water from now on.🤧
Oct 20
Ranting
Dear Diary, Hi! I forgot to rant about something that's been upsetting me in the last months. I HATE GOING TO THE OFFICE FOR 5 DAYS STRAIGHT EVERY WEEK! So we transitioned from a work-from-home setup to working onsite already, and when I tell you
Jul 25
Hello, I'm here again
Dear Diary, You probably thought that I'd already forgotten about you. Nah, coz I'm here again. So, I've been cosplaying, right? It's been really fun, especially that my fam and friends are very supportive! I had just actually attended a conven
Jul 23
Finally doing something I've always wanted
Dear Diary, I decided to start doing cosplay. It was my first-time last month when I cosplayed Chika Fujiwara from Kaguya-sama: Love Is War anime at Cosplay Carnival 2022. Even tho we weren't able to get into the main venue because they couldn
May 15
This is so random
Dear Diary, Not me masturbating then writing an emotional poem right after. Bye. 😭
Mar 19
Stranger
Dear Diary, I just wanna share this excerpt from Lucid: "I lay down on the grass beside him. We were now closer to each other, and I could even feel his arm slightly touching mine. Somewhere in the silence, the breeze, and the warm sun rays ra
Feb 23
Doing better, I guess
Dear Diary, I can say that I'm somehow doing better these days. I'm not totally okay, and I still get anxious from time to time, but I don't always feel down anymore, unlike before. I've decided to continue writing my novel and posting it again
Feb 15
LUCID
Dear Diary, Hi. I just want you to know that I think I've just written the best prologue I've ever written for a novel in my entire life and that I'm very happy about it. That's all.
Jan 25
Positive
Dear Diary, I know, I know. It's been almost a month since I last wrote to you, sorry about that. I guess it's still not that late to say, "happy new year!"? Well, it's not really happy coz I got fucking Covid. It's only the first month into 202
Jan 20
It's been a while
Dear Diary, It's been a while since I last wrote to you. I don't really have anything important to share since life's been pretty much the same—work, weekends, then work again. Well, there's some good news, at least. We have a new manager on our
Dec 23
Old drafts
Dear Diary, I felt like going through my Google Drive files earlier today, and I accidentally unearthed the novel and poetry drafts I wrote back in high school and college. They sucked, of course. It's because my writing skills were still poor bac
Dec 04
The Song of Achilles II
Dear Diary, Here it is!!!! "They were boys—one mortal, one half-god. One swore to be the first hero who is happy, and the other swore to be his reason. As Thetis, the goddess sea nymph, Achilles’ mother, and the first and very being to deny
Nov 26
The Song of Achilles
Dear Diary, I just finished Madeline Miller's The Song of Achilles, and I am so empty right now. At the same time, I'm full of feelings I can't understand. The story was so beautifully painful, but I am very much content with how it ended.
Nov 26
Adult fuckery
Dear Diary, It's the last day of work for this week, and I will be logging out in an hour. I want to feel happy about it, but I can't. It's because I know there's another week coming, and I'll have to deal with the same shit all over again. It's a
Nov 19