Thunder's Dear Diary

Lately I've been stuck at my dad's house. He lives with his mom. His mom is really annoying. She says a lot of unnecessary and mean things. She often contradicts herself. I often reply with a nod or "maybe", "I don't know". I feel like one day I will

Recently I saw a person on TikTok live and they reminded me of a person that I knew. The person was annoying and irresponsible, and I kept digging in my memories and actually I've met so much people who were like this.  And now I'm worried, is it jus

I don't know what's wrong with me. It was my birthday yesterday, and my family is gathering up tomorrow. I hate them so much I can hardly stand being in the se room with them even though they didn't really do anything bad.  My grandfather thinks wome

Like 3-4 years ago, I always wore skirts to school and was absolutely comfortable. Few times I wore a skirt in late middle school, but only because there were mainly girls in my class and no one sexualized me. But now I can't even imagine doing that.

I understand that I will never be happy. And it isn't even about love. I can never make people respect me. I feel like my parents only see me as a responsibility.  I think I mentally hurt a lot of people. I know I have no right to make myself a v

I wish at least someone saw me as a friend. I already said that, maybe, the problem is in me. I have some problems with understanding other people, I think. I probably need to change but I don't know how and what to change. It's something about my be

I am so confused. I want to know what do they think about me. Why do people in my life act the way they do? I can't understand what are their thoughts.   What if they hate me? I don't really know what would I do If I found out that they do. It's pro

Dear Diary, today for the most part was a normal boring day. Filled with hopes and dreams and alot of just the same thing. After so many days of doing something and it producing  nothing or perhaps a outcome in which is less than desirable you would

Dear Diary,  You've gotta go through the pain to earn the gain.  Just thought of that and thought I should write it down... I took a break for a few days, but I'm ready to write again. And, let's just say, I've got a few things to say. 

Dear Diary,  Hey. I'm back. :)  Its been pretty great over here. My favorite celebrity noticed me a couple times, so did others as well. But today hasn't been that great if I'm gonna be honest with you. That's why there is no excitement when I s

Dear Diary, Today has actually been a pretty awesome day! Except for this: I just found out that my childhood obsession, Winter the dolphin, just died today. 😢 I'm gonna miss that dolphin. Tomorrow, I'll try and watch the Dolphin Tale movies to pa

Dear Open Diary, It's too late to make a full entry, but I wanted to ask everyone a question. Does anyone on here actually watch YouTube and/or have a favorite YouTuber? Just wondering because I feel like no one cares when I talk about it. :)

Dear Diary, Last night, I had a dream where I met my favorite celebrity. (Yes, Unspeakable.) Idk why I like to record these. I'm so weird... Anyway, it was about me waking up to something. I think it was someone throwing rocks at my window so somet

Dear Diary, Its been a pretty great day today, for the most part.  First of all, I was finally able to donate to MrBeast and Mark Rober's #TeamSeas! Well, only five dollars. I don't have that much money and I'm still saving it up for more thing

Dear Diary, Today, I watched over 4 hours of MrBeast interviews, and WOW. I am super inspired now. And I learned A LOT! I learned a lot about how to successfully manage my videos, and I also learned that Jimmy and I have a lot in common when it com

Dear Open Diary, I just wanted to put a brief entry in before I go to bed. By brief, that might mean long depending on what happens.  I'm going to bed a bit earlier than usual today. Mind you, that is 2 am, but at least its not 4:30. The reason

Dear Online Diary, This isn't going to be a "happy Halloween" entry because, well, I don't celebrate Halloween. There's too much dark that comes from it that I'd rather not get involved with. Pretty much all my friend have stories where they, or so

Dear Open Diary, I have made some new friends! Well, on Instagram, but still. They're names are Ava and Anya, and they are super nice. Its not often I meet people willing to be my friend just for a friend and not to use me. We have a ton in common,

Dear Online Diary, This is my very first entry for a journal that isn't physical. I've always wanted to be able to write a journal entry that I am able to show the world, and I guess now I can!  A little bit about myself, I am 15 years old, I am w