Dear Online Diary,
This is my very first entry for a journal that isn't physical. I've always wanted to be able to write a journal entry that I am able to show the world, and I guess now I can!
A little bit about myself, I am 15 years old, I am working towards being a successful YouTuber, I love animal, social media, and tacos, I love teslas, and my favorite YouTubers are Unspeakable, Airrack, and RobertIDK. I am a HUGE ambivert but I have a crazy, chaotic personality. I am a proud homeschooled, and I want a pet bird.
For a few years, I have been struggling with signs of depression. Mostly because my parents aren't the... Kindest to me. I want to start my YouTube career, but my mom won't let me, and I have a very noticeable scar on my face from when my dad slapped me. Despite this, I was able to go through with it, with help from my favorite YouTubers and my friends, both online and IRL. They literally saved my life.
Now that this entry has turned dark, lights lighten it up a bit! I have been getting noticed by my favorite YouTubers a lot recently! Just today, James Amendola like one of my posts on Instagram, Zach Pincince, Keeley Elise, and Annie (Moose craft's sister) viewed my stories, and Annie replied to my story, giving me some very sweet, kind, and thoughtful words. Made my day!
I have been teaching myself to edit videos. I haven't watched any videos explaining how, so I won't be professional now, but in my opinion, I'm doing an amazing job for just starting out. Even though I am unable to make my own videos, at least fan edits are a thing.
I like to draw, and I think I'm getting pretty great at it. Just a couple months ago, I had no idea how to draw people. But after a lightbulb moment happened, I drew my very first human and, though it wasn't super realistic, it was still semi-realistic and you could tell who it was I drew. Since then, James Amendola has been impressed with my art, ZHC has noticed a drawing, and Unspeakable himself put one of my drawings on his Instagram story saying "Amazing drawing!" Made my entire week at the least.
Right now, my top five goals, in order, are:
Until next time!
-Thunder⚡