Dreamer's Dear Diary

Index
October 02, 2021
Dear Diary, I haven't written in a long time. I'm so depressed, I can't stop crying. I'm tired of taking care of people and thinking about them, but they don't care. My sister did something without considering how we might react to it. I couldn'
Oct 01
September 09, 2021
Dear Diary, If you ask me about my day, I'll tell you it was just like any other... if you ask me how I feel, I'll tell you I'm sad... I had an argument with my brother and mother, and then I went out to help a friend. I always feel good when I
Sep 08
September 06, 2021
Dear Diary, It's been a long time... I'm sorry for not writing and reflecting on how I'm feeling and what's going on in my life. There is a lot I haven't been able to keep up on or follow up on. I have fantastic news, but I can't share it unt
Sep 05
August 28, 2021
Dear Diary, I just realized that the pain you caused me will never go away... no matter how much I pretend I'm strong and have moved on... it will always find its way back to me. I thought if we didn't contact each other, it would be gone, so I
Aug 28
August 20, 2021
Dear Diary, let's go back to why I started here ... is all because I'm searching for change and today I want to admit I scrolled and filed but the good news is i  will try again.  I have multiple plans ... some of them related to health .
Aug 20
August 20, 2021
Dear Diary, You need to start or, better to say, stop trying.. you should know your worth and understand that whoever wants to see you... will find the time for you... otherwise, it's all lies and excuses, so please stop connecting with th
Aug 20
August 20, 2021
Dear Diary, I'm surrounded by people who love me thanks to God for bringing them into my life. I was planning to cut off my relationship and have a break from all people. I don't want to see anyone.. talk to anyone... I want my time to be all
Aug 19
August 19, 2021
Dear Diary, NO MORE YOU I'M SICK OF YOU LEAVE ME ALONE. You have your way, and I have mine.... you wanted me to remember good things about us, but I don't; all I remember are bad things, or, to put it another way, I can see thing
Aug 18
August 19, 2021
Dear Diary, I'm enraged. I'm not in love with you... I'm angry at what you did and how you made me feel, how you manipulate my emotions and make me think I'm special when I'm not... I'm angry because I trusted you, which is why I'm hurt. It's
Aug 18
August 18, 2021
Dear Diary, Do you know what happens when you remove all good memories of someone and only remember the bad ones? At this point, you can move on, so remember all the bad things that happened to you, but you decided to forgive him because you
Aug 18
August 18, 2021
Dear Diary, Watching a movie and seeing how the characters act to forget something makes me wish our lives were similar. It also explains why I'm stuck with my feelings because I never said goodbye to them, as well as who caused them... I always
Aug 18
August 17, 2021
Dear Diary, I was thinking of writing to him through my diary and tell him what happened in my day .. but the question is, is he coming back, and do I want him after everything happened between us? Then I changed my mind since everything will re
Aug 16
August 16, 2021
Dear Diary, I can't focus on one thing to write about it. It's like everything coming at once whenever I decide to write and I don't know how to begin. All that matters is that you do not give up. I will never do it because I know that trying ov
Aug 15
August 15, 2021
Dear Diary, I need to start preparing for interviews so that I can be ready whenever they call. Always be ready, and in order to be ready, you must prepare and consider everything they may ask... preparation is always a key to success in whateve
Aug 15
August 15, 2021
Dear Diary, Every time I go to sleep, you come to my mind... it's as if I never forget you, but I know you're gone and no longer there. you now as a stranger nothing...I stopped trying because I know the person I love is no longer there. It's di
Aug 15