Dreamy Gal 's Dear Diary

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July 14, 2020
Dear Diary, Just started reading Intuitive eating book. It described all of my experience and feelings so far. I didn't appreciate my own body. I felt so disassociated from me. I wasn't me but someone else. Comments from my own family members wa
Jul 14
July 08, 2020
Dear Diary, Reddit sucks. They banned all the feminists subs I used to visit regularly. They didn't ban  violent porn subs which had fair amount of underage girls pictures and videos. They are against free speech. Quite disgusting. They even ban
Jul 07
July 04, 2020
Dear Diary, I just watched a horror movie. It was not super scary but was absolutely mentally disturbing. I wish I hadn't seen the movie.  Maintaining and keeping up with our habits are hard. It takes such a long time before they feel natura
Jul 04
July 01, 2020
Dear Diary, I feel like we are back to where we were. It can collapse any time. I don't know if he is just angry or if he is just rethinking everything. Once broken it's very hard to trust someone. I am doubting, it's like I am waiting for him t
Jul 01
June 30, 2020
Dear Diary, I had a semi rough day. I got another chance to change course of my life. I am sometimes terrified of people I love. That they would abandon me, they would shut the door on my face and worst of all leave me stranded financially. It f
Jun 30
June 28, 2020
Dear Diary, Today is my first day writing here. I am new here. I don't feel happy about my current situation. I wish to take charge and help myself. I hope I have something positive to write here tomorrow.  My goals for tomorrow are  Read
Jun 27