Dear Diary,
I feel like we are back to where we were. It can collapse any time. I don't know if he is just angry or if he is just rethinking everything. Once broken it's very hard to trust someone. I am doubting, it's like I am waiting for him to say "hey it's not okay. I don't know if I can do it." I don't want to let go but I don't want to be scared either. I have been through hell in the past. I don't know if I can keep up with such thing again. whatever may happen I am going to continue with my plan. I need to be respectful, loving and kind towards myself. Then only I can treat others same.
Dreamy Gal