Florence-Farah's Dear Diary

I go to bed early, around 10pm because I already know The first 2 hours will go by crying, having a meltdown.. And finally fall asleep with squinty eyes that’s tired from crying so much every night. I guess you could call my diary a “depressing dia

I’m so used to being told to get over it It’s not a big deal It’s nothing Stop being dramatic It‘s not that hurtful It doesn’t matter Ignore it Forget it There’s nothing wrong Nothing to cry about I always hear them, So much That somehow

I do not matter is how I feel But is it real? I sit there, in the darkness Wondering why I feel Melancholy. Am I really perceived the way I view myself, Or is it paranoia? My insecurities range inside whilst I conceal them from the surface. Th

Dear Diary, Was in a toxic relationship(He was verbally abusive) last year and he kept breaking up and coming back to me and made me feel like a terrible person and guilted me like I'm not the type of girlfriend that'll support their boyfriends no

"You don't know what I look like when I'm not in love with you" This sentence right here, this is it; possibly one of my fears - Of falling in love with someone so quickly before actually getting to know them. Knowing what a person is like before th

Dear Diary, why do I always have to think deep before bed? It’s hard to fall asleep and I really wish I could shut my thoughts off. I was in a little argument/misunderstanding earlier and I felt a little upset and noticed myself tear up a little.