's Dear Diary

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July 03, 2020
Dear Diary, I have become disconnected with my husband. We have 2 small children who take up most of my time. He likes to sit in his office and play games in the evenings. He talks to his friends online.  I only work two days a week and don’t h
Jul 02
June 30, 2020
Dear Diary, is this morally wrong. So my husbands parents have never given us money. Even when we got married, They said you want to get married you pay for it yourself. Which is totally understandable. Even when we have gotten a takeaway we alw
Jun 30
June 29, 2020
Dear oh my god this is my shitty life diary.  I am an angry constantly pissed off person.I like to think this happened because my friends all moved away and I became lonely. It really upset me to see them all move on. Taking photos with their new
Jun 29
October 03, 2021/ [2] / Continuing the Impulse
Dear Diary, sorry it took me so long to get back to you.  I cut off some toxic people from my life and I was just in the mood to chill. I'm quite happy with myself rn. I have an exam on the 5th so I'm studying for that. Hopefully I'll get a good
Oct 03
September 15, 2021 / [1] / Start of a Journey
I impulsively made a decision to start writing a diary today. Now that I think about it, a lot of my actions do tend to be impulsive. I guess I'm just like that hehe. Regardless, this is an interesting place I've find myself in. My name MisConnect is
Sep 15
September 01, 2020
Dear Diary, I m so saad. Today my grandma is fighting for her sickness. Yesterday she was fine and still ask me to feed her.  But this morning she can't get up. She look like dying.  We should call doctor but my whole family already give up o
Sep 01
August 04, 2020
Dear Diary, So.. what we are?  What's the difference between taking a break and breaking up? Taking a break is telling your partner you need some space for awhile to think about your relationship. Breaking up is a final goodbye to someone who yo
Aug 04
July 30, 2020
Dear Diary, I love drawing... But in this prison... I can't enjoy do what I love I hate her.. I want to get out from here But I don't have enough money I know how many n how hard I hurt her... It will influence my luck If you follow wha
Jul 29
July 29, 2020
Dear Diary, I m in prison.  When I was child, my mom taught me about my religion. I had to follow the rules. One of it was wearing hijab. I followed it without protest because I don't understand why I had to... What I understood back than... Th
Jul 29
July 27, 2020
Dear Diary, It's had been 2 days I haven't contact him. Do I finally move on to him?  No... Not yet.  I still love him, I am.  But at the same time I feel empty  I don't know how can I explain this feeling. It is just uncomfortable.  I m not fe
Jul 27
July 17, 2020
Dear Diary, How do I have to do, Diary...  I feel soo lost right now.  I will do something I regret it later But I can't think straight Hurt myself  Being fool  I hope... I can stand this pain .. Be brave and just do it
Jul 17
Me n Mom July 16, 2020
Dear Diary, I don't want to meet my mom... I don't want to talk with her, good or bad talk... I don't want to argue with her... I afraid we hurt each other whenever we talk I afraid I will broken more than this Yes she is my mom.  She alwa
Jul 16
July 14, 2020
Dear Diary,  I made this picture represent my feeling right now.  She was a purple bird, who trapped in her prison. She always waited to get her freedom, but her owner did not let her be.  The only chance she had after met red bird. He was h
Jul 13
Fake Smile July 13
Dear Diary,  It's hard to keep my smile brightly in front of my students. It's hurt when i want to be alone but I can't. Which means my life must continue....  Being teacher is not easy.  I have to be careful to share anything about my private
Jul 13
Broke up
Dear Diary, Finally .. today... I officially break up with my boyfriend.  We decided to be friend I know it's ridiculous But you know... It's doesn't matter I mean I m already broken and hurt.  My family... My friend... I feel hurt because my
Jul 12
July 10, 2020
Dear Diary, he haven't call me.. I m waiting I try to not ask him first  And yah... He haven't call me.. even message.  Woah... He is serious Should I try to forget him Kill my feeling And try to not depends on him? It's hurt...  Just keep b
Jul 10
Who I Am
Dear Diary, I m such a spoiled woman.  I don't like to do house work but I like to make money.  I m not smart but I love study I m lazy but I love working to get money I m pretty because I can dress up myself very well I m stubborn and little
Jul 10
July 10, 2020 The Beginning
Dear Diary, It's been a long time. I don't remember when the last time I wrote my story in here. Well at that time I wasnt alone. I come to this pain again. Feel useless and lonely. My relationship with my parents are already bad. Now also with
Jul 10
November 25, 2020
[IS CONCEPT -WEEK 9A&9B] Dear Diary,  hi it's me again Morin, right now I want to  sharing about my experience during my Information System Concept assignment or I can say it is a project because it is always comes one after the other (sustainab
Nov 26
November 20, 2020
[IS CONCEPT- WEEK 8] Dear Diary,   my name is Morin and I want to sharing what I do in this week which is week 9, today I requested to do an assignment which is what i am going to do in the next 5 years, so in the next 5 years.   So, first of
Nov 25
November 14, 2020
[IS CONCEPT-WEEK07A&B] Dear Diary, hi my name is Morin i want to sharing about my task this week, in this week I am requested to do an assignment, my first assignment is interview alumni that we want to be in the future, we must search alumni that
Nov 25
November 04, 2020
Dear Diary,  Hi, my name is Morin Adepatrick Damanik, I was born on 21st November 2002. I lived in Bekasi, West java. I currently studying at Sepuluh Nopember Institute of Technology (ITS) in Surabaya and I took the IUP program majoring in Info
Nov 04
Crying to sleep.
I go to bed early, around 10pm because I already know The first 2 hours will go by crying, having a meltdown.. And finally fall asleep with squinty eyes that’s tired from crying so much every night. I guess you could call my diary a “depressing dia
Sep 14
So used to the pain.
I’m so used to being told to get over it It’s not a big deal It’s nothing Stop being dramatic It‘s not that hurtful It doesn’t matter Ignore it Forget it There’s nothing wrong Nothing to cry about I always hear them, So much That somehow
Sep 14
Poem: Wailing Heart.
I do not matter is how I feel But is it real? I sit there, in the darkness Wondering why I feel Melancholy. Am I really perceived the way I view myself, Or is it paranoia? My insecurities range inside whilst I conceal them from the surface. Th
Aug 10
Putting a toxic relationship behind
Dear Diary, Was in a toxic relationship(He was verbally abusive) last year and he kept breaking up and coming back to me and made me feel like a terrible person and guilted me like I'm not the type of girlfriend that'll support their boyfriends no
Jul 31
Importance of a Friendship First before anything else.
"You don't know what I look like when I'm not in love with you" This sentence right here, this is it; possibly one of my fears - Of falling in love with someone so quickly before actually getting to know them. Knowing what a person is like before th
Jul 10
A heart-to-heart my anxiety.
Dear Diary, why do I always have to think deep before bed? It’s hard to fall asleep and I really wish I could shut my thoughts off. I was in a little argument/misunderstanding earlier and I felt a little upset and noticed myself tear up a little.
Jul 03