Netta's Dear Diary

Dear Diary,           I hate being screamed at, especially at 7 in the morning. If i wanted that i’d join the military lol. I just got diagnosed with babesiosis which is causing me memory loss, i’m losing my balance, extreme fatigue, visual dist

Dear Diary,           I don’t understand why i can’t wake up! Granted, i have a really hard time getting to sleep. But even when i do, and i get a good solid at least 6 hours, i can not wake up for anything. I set alarm after alarm and they don’

Dear Diary,           I apologize, it seems i went on a rant on the 17th lol. Yesterday was my mother’s birthday (the 18th) and i think i was anxious and just wanted to think of anything else then the fact that i had to call her. Which i still h

Dear Diary,           I am all over the place. I am prescribed stimulants at a very low dose. And it is needed. But it gives me such energy and adrenaline and my mind races and i get all these great ideas that i can’t organize or keep up with th

Dear Diary,          My name is Netta and my life isn’t so exciting. I’m an aspie and have PTSD. My day consists of constant anxiety more then anything else. And as much as i love my psychiatrist. This is getting so hard. My job made me go on le