Muse_me14's Dear Diary

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July 03, 2019
Dear Diary, I've been on the hunt for a new job, I've applied to so many places I am having a hard time keeping them all straight during the interview process. So many interviews and nothing new so far. Trying not to get too overwhelmed with th searc
Jul 04
June 23, 2019
Dear Diary, Its Sunday and I am finding it hard to find my motivation. I want to get up and workout, but my mind has a different plan. I'm going to push through it, so off to the gym I go. A hot shower after is my reward.  Off I go.
Jun 23
June 20, 2019
Dear Diary, There is just something about getting a pedicure and your nails done that just make me feel so beautiful and new. I havent had a pedicure in over a month which is out of character for me.  Now my nails, I tend to go for the natural health
Jun 20
June 19, 2019
Dear Diary, It's been a little over a week since my last entry and not much in a good way has transpired. I've had more downs in the last month or two than I have had in a while. Im So over all of it. Times like this I understand my cousins decision
Jun 20
June 10, 2019
Dear Diary, It's Monday and back at it. Where did the weekend go? Not looking forward to the week ahead, but looking forward to getting goals accomplished. Head down, work hard, mouth shut, eyes and ears big. Happy Monday.
Jun 10
June 09, 2019
Dear Diary, Back in March I met someone. I liked him, first Time in a long time that I have liked someone. He told me he has a child, which dating in my age group it's become expected. I learned last night that him and the child's mother live togethe
Jun 09
June 08, 2019
1. - Dear Diary, decided to clean today. Woke up from a late night fueled with wine and crying and as I always do, arose like Phoenix from my ashes of self pity and doubt to be greeted by the sun and a lust to do better. I need change and growt
Jun 08
June 07, 2019
Dear Diary, When I was 16 my C.P English teacher told me I was a bad writer. K. Kyle crushed me! It was one of the first times I can recall having me spirits crushed and unfortunately not the last. Since that conversation I have struggled with find
Jun 08