June 20, 2019

Dear Diary, There is just something about getting a pedicure and your nails done that just make me feel so beautiful and new. I havent had a pedicure in over a month which is out of character for me.  Now my nails, I tend to go for the natural healthy nail look as an attempt to not attract attention in the office, but screw it. I'm getting claws. Well maybe not claws... but some nails. I want to look at my hands and feet and feel flawless. I need this right now. I will not care what anyone thinks of me, I am me, hardworking, beautiful, skin kissed and extra caressed by the sun Gods, and a soul full of joy with a heart that's been stomped on and dragged by multiple opponents, but it's still beating. I am me, eyes that are as wise as they are innocent, thick thighs that support an hourglass frame and and an ass to match. My hair is wild yet with its wonderous versatility, tameable when needed. Physical beauty aside, I'm empathetic, sweet, intelligent, hilarious and caring. I'm an all around good person, I give far more than I take, historically to far too many of the wrong people, but I'm learning. Never will I allow others to make me feel like me is not good enough or better yet too much. 

In the words of Beyonce, "I'm feeling myself..."

Many more days of self love and being Me ahead, being me feels oh so good.