Dear World,
Yes, it’s me again. I know I’m annoying and wasting everyone’s time, but once more, I’m really not doing well, and I feel like I’m losing all the people close to me.
Losing my job and losing my love.
I have a bad feeling about my future, and I’m afraid of what’s coming next. I don’t know if I should try to hold on or just give up.
Maybe I’m better off dead than trying to find myself again.
I’m sorry that I feel like a plague to everyone.
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You don’t have to rush or force yourself to trust anyone right now. I get why you’re being careful — when you’ve been hurt or let down, opening up feels dangerous. But just know this: you don’t have to carry everything alone. Take your time. And hope your parents will be understanding…You’re a good child to your parents for not wanting to drag your family into your problems
I don’t know who I can trust anymore… so it’s hard for me to talk to the few people I have left. I don’t want to involve my family in my problems either…
Are you completely alone, with no one who could be there for you?.. If it makes you feel even a little better, you’re among us, and you’re not as alone anymore…
You are right... But I'm a weak person when I'm alone. I'm in a dark place right now and I need someone to turn on the light... It's hard for me to get through every day and night. But I'm still here so I still did it somehow..
Sometimes we face really hard times, not knowing how to go on, to survive. But there is one thing I learned in this phases of live. Never stop searching. Searching for a other way, an other perspective. Because when u stop searching, u stop trying - giving up. And u can never give up. Loosing a Job, loosing the loved ones.. I understand that - I was there too. Feeling like the World don't want one anymore. But that is not true. Dark and White, sometimes it's all dark, sometimes it's all white. But it never ends with one side. The Sun rises every time, every new day. Again and Again. And so can we. Rise. Never stop. Always keep moving forward and u will find the light again.
It’s strange how there are at least two people here whose life situations are so similar… I’ve given up and now I just go with the flow, without thinking about tomorrow. And when I do think about it, panic attacks and pain hit me. And you too… You’re also losing everything… both your job and your love… Maybe this is just that kind of year for many people? But there are others whose lives are going upward — family, kids, work, plans for the future… And your entry hit me hard, because it reminded me that all those words are now just ashes, and that there’s no future anymore. It amused me somehow.. Idk why. But come on, don’t give up — you can’t. You have to keep fighting. You’re stronger than the circumstances. Show the world that you’re alive
Welcome to the club of those who lose their job and their love. I hope you’ll have the strength to get out of this place.. Be careful of yourself
"I can shake off everything as I write; my sorrows disappear, my courage is reborn."
— Anne Frank
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