How?'s Dear Diary

Dear World, I hate my life… please, help me… Why does today feel so heavy? I hate myself — everything about me. There’s nothing left that keeps me here anymore. I don’t want to be around anyone anymore… I just want to be alone and fade away.

Dear World, I can't stop loving her, is that ok? I just can't.

Dear World, Today I realized that I’m being told things that aren’t true, even though I had complete trust in them. I think I’m being completely fooled… Also, I realized that I’ll be alone forever.

Dear World,Today, my heart is bleeding deeply — I’m really hurt.I don’t feel well.There’s something very uneasy inside me today.I hope it stops soon, because right now I just feel like throwing up.

Dear World, I’m so damn tired… Just… tired.

Dear World, I’m starting to go insane… No one’s holding me up above water anymore…

Dear World, Maybe today you’ll realize how important I was to you — or maybe you won’t. If you don’t, I’m really sorry. If you do, you know where to find me…

Dear World, Right now, I’m in a very selfish mood. I can’t take this life anymore — this world, the people, everything. It’s too heavy for me to carry. If there is a God, I want Him to take my life and give it to someone who truly needs it

Dear World, It’s terrifying that the person who taught you to love again, who brought you back to life, is suddenly gone — no longer present, no longer part of your life. They don’t reach out, give no signs, have simply forgotten and given up on

Dear World, Today I realized that no one takes my situation seriously and no one wants to support me in the way I truly need.  People are selfish and have lost their sense of compassion; they’re not aware of the damage they cause.  It’s hard f

Dear World, I cannot understand why everyone I talk to thinks that I’m lying, even though it means so much to me to be truthful and helpful. The pain I feel when someone looks deeply into my eyes, convinced they’re right, is unbearable. It

Dear World, Today is one of those days again. My head won’t stop thinking about things I don’t want to think about, and my heart keeps feeling things I don’t want to feel right now. It’s breaking in every possible way. I just want to sleep —

Dear World, Today I’m feeling so lonely. I think about her every day, every hour, every minute. Deep down I know she feels me too… But whatever..... Fuck it..... Just forget about it.....

Dear World, today I showed someone my diary entry from the 16th of August.  After reading it, they asked me if I was crazy. That hurt, because it made me feel completely misunderstood. It’s important for me to be able to talk about these thi

Dear World, Today is one of those days again when I just want to give up. Someone told me today that maybe the reason I am alone is because I don’t let others have a place in my life. That hurt me deeply. I feel like everything always has t