How?'s Dear Diary

Dear World, You won - congratulations!

Dear World, Yes, I know I should get my life together if I want to stay alive, I'm aware of that. But please... listen. "You have to find new friends." -> No. I don't want new friends. "You have to forget her and move on." -> No. I don't want t

Dear World, Why am I so obsessed with this girl? I think I know the reason, but why can’t I just forget her the way she forgot me? Or is she still thinking of me, like we always used to think about each other? I love her so much—I would do anythi

Dear World, Today is a horrible day. It’s Saturday, and I’m at work – so I should be fine, since I’m occupied. But my mind just won’t stop worrying and overthinking. It’s hard because I feel like I no longer have control over my thoughts. I already

Dear World, Today I had an appointment with my doctor. He doubled my daily dose of medication, prescribed something for my spontaneous needs, and also gave me something to finally help me sleep again. I know medication isn’t the ideal solution, but

Dear World, Today I feel like I just want to die. Not by my own hand, but by something that would take me away — like a car accident or a sudden stroke. I don’t want to live anymore, and today I feel really bad and strange. I took my pills th

Dear World, It's hard for me to wake up everyday and put the mask on again, like I do everyday, again and again. Today I feel worse than yesterday. I hope I can survive today, but than again, why do I hope?  Why can't I simply give up?  Because