How?'s Dear Diary

I have terrible diarrhea and drinking milk made it worse (so big brain of me). When will I ever learn?

It's me again.  Last Sunday, I received a message from a professor informing me that our study has been selected for the upcoming international research conference. It's an incredible opportunity, but I must admit, it's also made me feel a little

Hey, here's my very first journal entry, and I can't help but wonder how long it'll be before I give up on writing again. I know I'm not the most committed person, but hey, at least I'm giving it a shot, right? Right now, I've got this flood of ide

Dear World, Yes, it’s me again. I know I’m annoying and wasting everyone’s time, but once more, I’m really not doing well, and I feel like I’m losing all the people close to me. Losing my job and losing my love. I have a bad feeling abou

Dear World, Touching you felt good; holding you in my arms was a gift. Hearing you whisper “I love you” into my ear was a dream come true. Loving you is no surprise anymore — it’s a fact, my reality, my life. I don’t need to justify m

Dear world, I need someone to talk to — someone I can tell everything I need to say, someone who listens. Because my mind is tearing me apart… I’m fighting against myself.

Dear World, I think about her all the time. I dream of her every night. I can’t sleep well — I’m restless through every hour of the night. I miss her so much. If you see this, or if you can somehow feel me… please choose us. Because I kno

Dear World, I hate my life… please, help me… Why does today feel so heavy? I hate myself — everything about me. There’s nothing left that keeps me here anymore. I don’t want to be around anyone anymore… I just want to be alone and fade away.

Dear World, I can't stop loving her, is that ok? I just can't.

Dear World, Today I realized that I’m being told things that aren’t true, even though I had complete trust in them. I think I’m being completely fooled… Also, I realized that I’ll be alone forever.

Dear World,Today, my heart is bleeding deeply — I’m really hurt.I don’t feel well.There’s something very uneasy inside me today.I hope it stops soon, because right now I just feel like throwing up.

Dear World, I’m so damn tired… Just… tired.

Dear World, I’m starting to go insane… No one’s holding me up above water anymore…

Dear World, Right now, I’m in a very selfish mood. I can’t take this life anymore — this world, the people, everything. It’s too heavy for me to carry. If there is a God, I want Him to take my life and give it to someone who truly needs it

Dear World, It’s terrifying that the person who taught you to love again, who brought you back to life, is suddenly gone — no longer present, no longer part of your life. They don’t reach out, give no signs, have simply forgotten and given up on

Dear World, Today I realized that no one takes my situation seriously and no one wants to support me in the way I truly need.  People are selfish and have lost their sense of compassion; they’re not aware of the damage they cause.  It’s hard f

Dear World, I cannot understand why everyone I talk to thinks that I’m lying, even though it means so much to me to be truthful and helpful. The pain I feel when someone looks deeply into my eyes, convinced they’re right, is unbearable. It

Dear World, Today is one of those days again. My head won’t stop thinking about things I don’t want to think about, and my heart keeps feeling things I don’t want to feel right now. It’s breaking in every possible way. I just want to sleep —