How?'s Dear Diary

Index
December 11, 2025
Dear World, Can someone explain to me what it feels like to have a partner again? It’s been so long that I barely remember how beautiful it is to have someone you can tell everything to. Someone you can share every thought with, let everything f
Dec 11
December 05, 2025
Dear World, It's dark where I am right now.. It's really dark. This place is dangerous. Get me out, please. Turn the light on. I'm in a dark place.
Dec 05
November 23, 2025
Dear World, Yes, it’s me again. I know I’m annoying and wasting everyone’s time, but once more, I’m really not doing well, and I feel like I’m losing all the people close to me. Losing my job and losing my love. I have a bad feeling abou
Nov 23
November 20, 2025
Dear World, Touching you felt good; holding you in my arms was a gift. Hearing you whisper “I love you” into my ear was a dream come true. Loving you is no surprise anymore — it’s a fact, my reality, my life. I don’t need to justify m
Nov 20
November 17, 2025
Dear world, I need someone to talk to — someone I can tell everything I need to say, someone who listens. Because my mind is tearing me apart… I’m fighting against myself.
Nov 17
November 15, 2025
Dear World, I think about her all the time. I dream of her every night. I can’t sleep well — I’m restless through every hour of the night. I miss her so much. If you see this, or if you can somehow feel me… please choose us. Because I kno
Nov 15
November 09, 2025
Dear World, I hate my life… please, help me… Why does today feel so heavy? I hate myself — everything about me. There’s nothing left that keeps me here anymore. I don’t want to be around anyone anymore… I just want to be alone and fade away.
Nov 09
November 08, 2025
Dear World, I can't stop loving her, is that ok? I just can't.
Nov 08
November 04, 2025
Dear World, Today I realized that I’m being told things that aren’t true, even though I had complete trust in them. I think I’m being completely fooled… Also, I realized that I’ll be alone forever.
Nov 04
November 03, 2025
Dear World,Today, my heart is bleeding deeply — I’m really hurt.I don’t feel well.There’s something very uneasy inside me today.I hope it stops soon, because right now I just feel like throwing up.
Nov 03
November 01, 2025
Dear World, I’m so damn tired… Just… tired.
Nov 01
October 29, 2025
Dear World, I’m starting to go insane… No one’s holding me up above water anymore…
Oct 29
October 19, 2025
Dear World, Right now, I’m in a very selfish mood. I can’t take this life anymore — this world, the people, everything. It’s too heavy for me to carry. If there is a God, I want Him to take my life and give it to someone who truly needs it
Oct 19
October 17, 2025
Dear World, It’s terrifying that the person who taught you to love again, who brought you back to life, is suddenly gone — no longer present, no longer part of your life. They don’t reach out, give no signs, have simply forgotten and given up on
Oct 17
October 16, 2025
Dear World, Today I realized that no one takes my situation seriously and no one wants to support me in the way I truly need.  People are selfish and have lost their sense of compassion; they’re not aware of the damage they cause.  It’s hard f
Oct 16