How?'s Dear Diary

Dear World, Right now, I’m in a very selfish mood. I can’t take this life anymore — this world, the people, everything. It’s too heavy for me to carry. If there is a God, I want Him to take my life and give it to someone who truly needs it

Dear World, It’s terrifying that the person who taught you to love again, who brought you back to life, is suddenly gone — no longer present, no longer part of your life. They don’t reach out, give no signs, have simply forgotten and given up on

Dear World, Today I realized that no one takes my situation seriously and no one wants to support me in the way I truly need.  People are selfish and have lost their sense of compassion; they’re not aware of the damage they cause.  It’s hard f

Dear World, I cannot understand why everyone I talk to thinks that I’m lying, even though it means so much to me to be truthful and helpful. The pain I feel when someone looks deeply into my eyes, convinced they’re right, is unbearable. It

Dear World, Today is one of those days again. My head won’t stop thinking about things I don’t want to think about, and my heart keeps feeling things I don’t want to feel right now. It’s breaking in every possible way. I just want to sleep —

Dear World, Today I’m feeling so lonely. I think about her every day, every hour, every minute. Deep down I know she feels me too… But whatever..... Fuck it..... Just forget about it.....

Dear World, today I showed someone my diary entry from the 16th of August.  After reading it, they asked me if I was crazy. That hurt, because it made me feel completely misunderstood. It’s important for me to be able to talk about these thi

Dear World, Today is one of those days again when I just want to give up. Someone told me today that maybe the reason I am alone is because I don’t let others have a place in my life. That hurt me deeply. I feel like everything always has t

Dear World, I’m not doing well, and I feel very strange. Tomorrow I’m having an operation, and honestly, I don’t really care whether it goes well or not. At work, nobody seems to care about my feelings—what hurts me and what doesn’t. I don’t

Dear World, You won - congratulations!

Dear World, Yes, I know I should get my life together if I want to stay alive, I'm aware of that. But please... listen. "You have to find new friends." -> No. I don't want new friends. "You have to forget her and move on." -> No. I don't want t

Dear World, Why am I so obsessed with this girl? I think I know the reason, but why can’t I just forget her the way she forgot me? Or is she still thinking of me, like we always used to think about each other? I love her so much—I would do anythi

Dear World, Today is a horrible day. It’s Saturday, and I’m at work – so I should be fine, since I’m occupied. But my mind just won’t stop worrying and overthinking. It’s hard because I feel like I no longer have control over my thoughts. I already

Dear World, Today I had an appointment with my doctor. He doubled my daily dose of medication, prescribed something for my spontaneous needs, and also gave me something to finally help me sleep again. I know medication isn’t the ideal solution, but

Dear World, Today I feel like I just want to die. Not by my own hand, but by something that would take me away — like a car accident or a sudden stroke. I don’t want to live anymore, and today I feel really bad and strange. I took my pills th