Itsme's Dear Diary

The disappointment does not arrive as pain. It comes as clarity. It is the moment when words stop carrying weight. Th...

Dear Diary, I don’t feel okay. Had a bit of alcohol to calm myself down and just want to stop feeling this anxiety and p...

Dear Diary, Wow… So many times I wanted it and it never happened — and then, when I wasn’t even thinking about it, we en...

Dear diary, I’m honestly amazed at how she keeps playing with me and my feelings without even being here. She still con...

I’ve been thinking… If someone out there needs a person they can open up to and share their pain with — I’m here to list...

Dear diary… I’ve gotten used to the cold, it’s almost familiar now. Everything’s quiet, calm, still. Today my emptines...

Dear Diary, I’ve noticed something… every time another wave of panic or emotion hits me, it starts raining outside. And...

Dear diary, I caught a wave of anxiety and suddenly found myself running out of the house, as if she had called me, as i...

Dear Diary, I am not OK

Dear Love, I am grateful to you… Thank you for bringing me to death and for resurrecting me. Thank you for teaching m...

Dear Diary, I missed u sooooo much.. I am so glad to see it works again🙏🏻 During your absence, so much has happened…...

I can’t control myself again. It only took her being kind a couple of times for everything to snap back, for me to miss...

My love. We exchanged messages and had a call today. She initiated it… and I was drunk. She talked about her busy life,...

I’ve been going through therapy, trying to break my dependence on the person I love, because that love turned out to be...

“Do you truly love her? Does the absence of her really ache in you? Do you miss her with all the heaviness that comes...