Itsme's Dear Diary

Me: I’m sick, and I feel so bad I can’t even get out of bed. And then there are all these thoughts… There’s no one I can tell how bad I feel. I don’t want to bother anyone. I don’t even want to see anyone. Before, I would’ve dreamed of writing to

Me: It’s funny and pathetic, isn’t it? When you care, but the other person doesn’t. Well… these are just my feelings. Who would ever need them anyway? Answer: No, it’s not funny or pathetic. It’s truly painful. When you give your heart, whe

Bring back my dreams… Bring back my thoughts. I’m so tired of waking up every morning with thoughts of your words, and every night being unable to fall asleep because I’m replaying our conversations, the ones that hurt my heart. Every night, it fee

I hate this reality. I hate living against everything… Please, I just want all this pain to stop. I can’t keep holding onto hopes that only hurt me…

And I knew what loving you would do to me. But I did it anyway.

Dear you, My soul aches unbearably. It feels as if my heart is being squeezed, and I can hardly breathe from the pain inside. How I wish you knew how to keep your promises… How I wish you could prove that not everything in this world is built on

For a moment, I thought it was you… but it wasn’t. Just a stranger…  Someone with the same tastes and the same wounds, yet in a slightly different story…  I was holding on to hope that had nothing to hold on to… Why?! How it wasn’t you? How foolish

Dear Love, I don’t know what’s happening to me… I’m going crazy, but I keep doing foolish things, all because I miss you. No matter how hard I try, I can’t forget you.

Dear Diary, what is perfection? No matter how hard you try to be perfect for someone special, they will still wish that someone else could be like you. That’s just how people are. For one person, you might be the meaning of life, for another - ju

Dear Diary, I’m about to do the most reckless thing in my life… I’m tired. Wish me good luck

My darling, I’ve been drinking a bit …and I want to talk to you about fears. Have you ever felt like you betrayed yourself? Like you got so caught up in everything that you can’t stop anymore? When someone close to you becomes too close, so much

There is no loneliness deeper than being surrounded by attention, but not from the people you long for. That’s it for me, I’m tired.. Happy Halloween

I want to cry… Was it really love?.. Or was it just that feeling… that quiet, aching need to be needed? Maybe I wasn’t in love with you at all, but with the way you looked at me when you needed me. Maybe it wasn’t about love, but about purpose —

There is nothing worse than hope. It’s the quietest form of torture: gentle, persistent, and almost kind. When every message feels like a sign, a fragile proof that you still matter in the world of the one you love. When faith has already grown weak

You know, even though I’ve managed to find a job, I can’t seem to focus, my thoughts keep circling back to the past, to you, to everything I’m supposed to let go of… and the cruel truth is, part of me doesn’t even want to. No… I do want to. I know I