Hira's Dear Diary

I don't try to kill myself.  I just try to escape it all

I feel so much right now and at the same time nothing.  I just want to give up. I can't keep going. It's to hard, im not that strong anymore.

Its scary. These feelings, these thoughts.  I can't tell if these are even my feelings. It's like im here but someone else is telling me how to feel,what to do.  At the same time there is just darkness, silence, a room in my head where Time doesn't

Dear Diary, I am scared. Really scared.  It's getting worse again, my anxiety, everything. The last 4 Weeks I was in an Internship, in a Kindergarten. It is really nice there, I have fun working with the kids and all but last Thursday I sta

Stranger and I  Live is a mystery. In good as in bad ways.  I looked so often into the night sky, wondering if u feel the same, if u are thinking about me, about us.  But little did I know..that it wasn't u, but a stranger I shared the sky with

Dear Diary, How do I let go of feelings for someone important to me? For someone who stood by me in my darkest hours and was my light. The feelings I have for him are special, something different. I wouldn't call it love, but longing, passion