Hira's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Well, good things don't last in my life.  I dyed my hair red now, a kinda dark red. My father walked in, l...

Dear Diary, I need to share some little great things.  First, I decided to dye my hair red again, I did it very often...

Dear Diary, I feel like I am talking to a wall.  Well u need to know my "boy best friend" Vince(he is transgander), an...

Dear Diary, When did it even start? I mean, having these thoughts. Being so scared of simple things, feeling overwhelm...

Dear Diary, it seems like the Universe is kind to me now. U know, home isn’t like home anymore and my boyfriend and...

Dear Diary, Yesterday I sold my car • ~ •  I‘m kinda sad about it but also relieved, cause I don’t habe that stress n...

Dear Diary, My thoughts are getting louder, stronger.  I wanna fight, wanna get better, but tell me. What‘s the point...

Dear Diary, I just watched the Documentary of the Comeback from BTS. And I am somehow sad, not because the Documentary...

Dear Diary, I have some really bad thoughts and I can’t talk to anyone about it because they will judge me an become m...

Dear Diary, I decided to give up on my dream. I mean, one of my dreams.  BTS is coming to Europe, and my one wish...

Dear Diary, When can I finally be free? How much longer do I need to wait? To feel this pain inside me. Everyti...

When will I finally be rid of this fear? Is it even fear anymore? It's more like an addiction…if that's what an addi...

Dear Diary, My loved ones just asked me if I'm okey.  But how can I tell them I'm not and I never will be. Even wi...

Dear Diary, Im looking inside the Mirror and... I can't recognize the person standing in front of it.  It's not me...

Today is one of these days where my thoughts don't leave. Not for one second.  Im tired, I actually want to sleep bu...