Going back to my previous self

I m going for a ride now and I don't think I will need anyone for it,it's my own journey that I lived for a long time and forgot in last and half year ,I'm rejoining it. I think the "love thing" which I was so excited to see earlier come out to be the shit as I expected it would be.they want you to be the ideal but they are themselves a piece of crap 😂 i was thinking about it for awhile that I should join my previous life (way more productive and peaceful without the crappy people in it). And for "you" I think I supported you enough and you are more stable now doesn't seem like I should help or try to help anymore.well for my past self(my kid version) you were always right about this whole thing dude they sucks and I don't need them. Anywayz I am continuing my journey that I stopped moving on because of some rocks and pebbles next time I'm going to see them rather than sitting there with pebbles im going to kick them to one side .