July 10, 2021

Yes, thank you 😊

you are worthy. you're a fighter. keep going.

Hey there Red Wolf, reading your comment definitely put a smile on my face and it gave me a lot of positivity. Thanks a lot 😊. Yes, i am taking my revenge by working a lot on my career , at this point i can say i am a workoholic. And you are right, even if i die, the people who hurt me will brush it up and move on. It is not worth it. Your friend, Anne

Hey there Anne, I don't know what or who hurt you so badly that you couldn't eve find a reason to live but all I want to say is fuck them. They hurt you, they pushed you, they made you lower your self-esteem and they left you broken. BUT all these things that they have done to you can also be the things that can make you stronger, more confident and more beautiful than you ever were. All I'm trying to say is You were hurt yesterday, you are upset today but tomorrow its a different story, you can either choose to be angry at yourself and drown yourself into self-pity and lower your self-esteem more. OR you can be angry and use that anger to as a tool to get your REVENGE from all those people who hurt you, who used your kindness. Sweetheart, you may feel like dyeing now but what will happen after that? what about those people who hurt you? Will they regret or feel guilty for hurting you? You don't know. They may feel bad for little time but they may brush it of and move on. And then what? Will your soul feel satisfied? Is it all worth it? Are those people who hurt you so powerful that they can control your life and emotions? No they are not its you who can control your emotions. You know what I'll give you a task. Cry today, be upset and sleep it all off. And tomorrow when you wake up, wash your face, look into the mirror, take a deep breath and say "Fuck everyone who hurt me" and then take a potato think about the person who hurt you the most, take a fork and imagine the potato as the persons head and start stabbing it and after you completely release your anger, take a deep breath again and then smile. Then keep that smile through out the day even if your cheeks hurt. Tell me if it worked and if it didn't there are many more things and advises up my sleeves. Yours truly, Red Wolf. P.S. I don't care if you like it or not but you my dear Anne are officially my friend. P. P. S. If you think there is nothing left then I'm still here and I want you in my life because your unique and I don't want you to leave me in this big bad world. P. P. P.S. I know we are strangers but I understand how it feels to be lonely and when you can't share somethings with your family and friends. And to be frank maybe you can teach some stuff too. Te amo Bye

There's always another door open, don't give up yet sweetheart🌱