July 10, 2021 blood analysis

Dear Diary,

I'm having allergic reaction to a lot of painkillers and antipyretics, my doctor did not answer to me, so I called another one and he told me to do some blood analysis as fast as I can.

So I had to book the analysis privately without the right documents.

My parents freaked out becouse without the documents they can not be refounded by the insurance. They are yelling at me without pauses from hours now.

The first sad thing is that we are talking about an amount of less than € 20, secondly I obviously payed for my own analysis... So, if we want to be precise any refund should be mine.

They don't care why I did the analysis, they don't care that if I get sick I can't take any medication. They only care about 20€ that do not belongs to them!

They are really mad at me but I don't understand why. I could not act otherwise! This analysis must be done near the allergic reaction, otherwise it's useless. I could not wait days, and I'm free to spend my own money as I like.

I don't understand why they are acting so bad at me. Why am I so wrong to deserve this kind of treatment? Am I such a delusion to them to not be worthy to spend 20€ for my own health and from my own salary?

I get paid as a slave, less then 250€ per moth, of which one fifth are for taxes, so I have a very little saving. But my parents are not poor, not even reach, but still not poor.

Why I deserve all this insults from them? I did not do nothing bad! I just had blood analysis! Why can't they just leave me alone?

I'm not a bad person, I swear, I'm not!