Dear Diary,
I have my monthly labs tomorrow... I just hope the numbers are looking better. I just want them to be better. I am so tired of being worried about what I eat, what I take, what I do... but this is my life now. Wonder if everything I do is making any difference for my kidneys, and then wondering when they will take another turn...and slip into the next stage...and those words from my doctor that I don't want to hear come out.