Leonie.tutti 's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, i thought i was doing a lot better. but in reality i dont feel anything at all. everything is numb the good and the bad. everything is okay, neutral. but as i sat at my therapist yesterday and started crying after we did an exercise, t

Dear Diary, help i really dont know what the hell is wrong with me. i cried my eyes out for almost a year. a. year. i cried averagely like 4h a day. i promised out of new respect for me that i would never go back to that place, that i would never ri

Dear Diary, im high. im high for hours, for days, weeks, months now. trying to numb everything, so i dont want to feel any, i just wanna lay there, feel nothing my air getting in and out of my body, and nothing more. i wanna smoke eat and fuck with l

Dear Diary, i wanna die, all i want is to be dead. i cant do this life anymore. birhing is worth living for for me. there is just nothing. sure. i got friends, i was loved but now there is nothing, but tears and too deep pain. i want to die fr. i sea

Dear Diary, i don't have other words to describe how i feel, that death. it literally feels like im dying. when im alone, i cry and when im with my friends or in school or idk somewhen with people, i feel like hes choking me, like im not allowed to b

Dear Diary, i really want to write down our story, the one, that broke my heart, my happiest days, my worst cries, meeting the love of my life, meeting him, with my thoughts and emotions, but i cant Wrap my head around the fact that its so long ago,

Dear Diary, my heart is so heavy, its just broken, everything is broken.. i miss being loved and adored by you, bc i really dont want anyone, i dont eben want to see anybody else, all i want is you, always. i really dont know how to continue, this pa