sick of you defending that cunt

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In my last entry I spoke about my d*d, and how he's been sexual towards me since I was little; and one guy said to just forgive and forget. What the fuck are you on, I cannot bring myself to forgive such a low and shitty person?? 

I got into an argument with him last month (what a surprise :/) about wanting to bring my pc home so I could get better use out of it: "no because the vr is connected to it," to whic I replied "Set it up to your pc, that's a gaming one too," so he retorted "yours has a £1000 graphics card," 

So I text back "go buy yourself another one for your pc then? Sure you can afford it," he didn't reply, so I sent "oh and you have money, right? The £300 you owe me," he didn't reply again. Later on, his bitch of a girlfriend text me saying:

"It's daddy's birthday today xxx"

I have told him and her MULTIPLE FUCKING TIMES I DON'T CALL HIM THAT, LIKE HE SHOULDN'T CALL ME BABE AND SHIT. 

I didn't reply, and didn't text him.

After quarantine I'm going to refuse to go to his house and get the court orders changed. 

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AmeliaMay 4, 2020

You don't have to forgive a person but you can try to forget them. Make a new life for yourself where he isn't involved. Honestly i don't think you shpuld forgive the person but just cut them out of your life if you can. Its gonna take some time to do that but it would be better. I've learned to not forgive people but not focus on them so much that my hatred towards them is ruling my life. As long as you live your life not focused on your hatred towards another person you can become happy. I think maybe that's what the person meant? If not this is how i see it. Ofcourse its your choice to do whats best for yourself.

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I am sorry, i dint mean to hurt your feelnigs. I know it must be very difficult situation for you. And when i say forgive and forget him. Often we may think that by forgiing someone we are doing good to that someone. But i believe that by forgiving we do good to ourselves, we forgive because that is good for us. You also want to forget him and dont want to see him much into your life, right ? What i am trying to say is, that forgetting becomes difficult if we still hold something for that person. Good or bad. So, to forget, we have to fogive and let go... Whatever happened has happened, we cannot change it. But dont let that past ruin your present and the life ahead of you... ❤️

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ratzMay 4, 2020

It's super hard to forgive and forget certain stuffs. So try informing your mom or some elders about it.

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