Ratz's Dear Diary

I was wondering about the couples who were with us in the pregnancy and childbirth classes in February . There were 10 couples and two among them were expecting twins. Some had their due dates in march, April and May. I was a little surprised to see

Dear Diary, I don’t know how everyone is so bothered about my breast milk. I mean, you’re not my mother to get that personal. Asking about my breast milk and if I am breastfeeding is one thing and complaining that baby is sick because of somethi

Don’t try to guilt trip me for your actions For I have tried my best to help you. Stop blaming others. Start looking at yourself. There is so much in life you’re yet to see. I may be younger but I have seen more.

It is so good to write again. I always come back to writing and regret the days that I haven’t brought myself to write. Life got busy with baby. Man it is not an easy job. When I think I have figured out my baby and this is his routine now, he surpri

I love dogs and cats since when I was a kid but I have never raised a cat. I only got to feed the stray cats when they chose my home as their food space. Sometimes I get their trust and they would rub against my leg and I would pat on head very gentl

“How cool is that the same God that created the mountains, oceans and galaxies looked at you and thought the world needed one of you too.”  I found it on Wattpad. Not sure who said it but it was found in a poetry book. 🫠

I am Moving.  So many things happened in this place. Good and bad. Happy and sad. I will surely miss you, my tiny apartment that gave me warmth and shaped my memories when I first moved into this new country. Thank you for that.  You have s

It was a cool dream. Was sitting outside probably in a terrace with bunch of people who looked like friends. It was night and the sky was so cool with stars.  As we were talking I noticed a black symbol on the sky and ignored it. Later I could see te

I gotta get my shit together. I gotta do the things which I push away saying I am tired or exhausted.  - Do the physical therapy exercises at least the easy-to-do ones.  - Walk 5k steps a day.   - Write daily. Okay. That will do for now.  Fighting

I am having such a rollercoaster of emotions and thoughts. May be it’s the pregnancy. I feel stuck, unmotivated, unproductive etc. But even if I try to do something my body doesn’t cooperate either. Even if one of the main aspects, mind or body helps

“It's hard being stuck. But I think it truly sucks when you don't know where to go after having been stuck too long in the same place and it simply becomes more comfortable. Maybe that's what they mean when they tell you to step out of your comfort z

Self- motivation and self- discipline.  I realized that if I wait for someone or a group of people to motivate me to do some ground breaking wonders in my life. I’ll be waiting forever. I should just do whatever ought to be done rather than planning

Dear Diary, I’m in two or three online forums. More than reading a book or any blogs online I enjoy reading the forums I’m part of. I love the voice in my head when I’m reading through the conversation and reply to my posts. I should say I'm kinda a

Hi people 🙋🏻‍♀️, I have a question.  Do you use the ope diaries’ website or the app to write your entries? I use the app. It has been really good in the past years. Now I find a little issue which I’m not sure is a problem with my phone or the app

Yesterday I woke up feeling so happy for no reason. Kept smiling to myself as I was scrolling through my phone. And felt so hyped up and hopeful. I could take over the world kinda confidence. I don’t know what caused it but I was really thankful to i