Ratz's Dear Diary

I love dogs and cats since when I was a kid but I have never raised a cat. I only got to feed the stray cats when they chose my home as their food space. Sometimes I get their trust and they would rub against my leg and I would pat on head very gentl

“How cool is that the same God that created the mountains, oceans and galaxies looked at you and thought the world needed one of you too.”  I found it on Wattpad. Not sure who said it but it was found in a poetry book. 🫠

I am Moving.  So many things happened in this place. Good and bad. Happy and sad. I will surely miss you, my tiny apartment that gave me warmth and shaped my memories when I first moved into this new country. Thank you for that.  You have s

It was a cool dream. Was sitting outside probably in a terrace with bunch of people who looked like friends. It was night and the sky was so cool with stars.  As we were talking I noticed a black symbol on the sky and ignored it. Later I could see te

I gotta get my shit together. I gotta do the things which I push away saying I am tired or exhausted.  - Do the physical therapy exercises at least the easy-to-do ones.  - Walk 5k steps a day.   - Write daily. Okay. That will do for now.  Fighting

I am having such a rollercoaster of emotions and thoughts. May be it’s the pregnancy. I feel stuck, unmotivated, unproductive etc. But even if I try to do something my body doesn’t cooperate either. Even if one of the main aspects, mind or body helps

“It's hard being stuck. But I think it truly sucks when you don't know where to go after having been stuck too long in the same place and it simply becomes more comfortable. Maybe that's what they mean when they tell you to step out of your comfort z

Self- motivation and self- discipline.  I realized that if I wait for someone or a group of people to motivate me to do some ground breaking wonders in my life. I’ll be waiting forever. I should just do whatever ought to be done rather than planning

Dear Diary, I’m in two or three online forums. More than reading a book or any blogs online I enjoy reading the forums I’m part of. I love the voice in my head when I’m reading through the conversation and reply to my posts. I should say I'm kinda a

Hi people 🙋🏻‍♀️, I have a question.  Do you use the ope diaries’ website or the app to write your entries? I use the app. It has been really good in the past years. Now I find a little issue which I’m not sure is a problem with my phone or the app

Yesterday I woke up feeling so happy for no reason. Kept smiling to myself as I was scrolling through my phone. And felt so hyped up and hopeful. I could take over the world kinda confidence. I don’t know what caused it but I was really thankful to i

Dear Diary,  Hi everyone🙋🏻‍♀️ I was away from this place for awhile. I did miss it though. I didn’t write much anywhere else either. Didn’t feel like.  I’m kinda getting the groove back. Began to write in wattpad as well. Reading keeps me o

Had a super weird dream as if all the dreams were non- weird ones.  I am going to school in auto-rickshaw.The auto-rickshaw driver takes only me, like he's assigned to drive just me to school to and fro.  As we are going through small streets or town

I want to write more. But I am lazy. I procrastinate. I recently read that “working is one of the most dangerous forms of procrastination.” I didn’t get it right away. I had to read through the description to fully understand it.  I had to study for

( if anyone reads this, do tell me if I’m being disrespectful. And also what else should I add to my final declaration 😜) I just want to get it out of my system. I wanna say all of this to my husband but I’m not sure if I’ll really say it or not.