solivagant's Dear Diary

i can never be consistent, about anything ever. it makes me a little angry, sometimes a little sad, but mostly disappoin...

Sometimes I hate myself, just a little, almost like a joke I tell only myself and that no one else will ever get. I don'...

Oh god, tomorrow is Friday again. How did this happen?

Was this week even real?

Fridays used to be my favorite day of the week. Now they're just tiring.

Anxiety. Headache. Anxiety. Headache. This past cold pretty much fucked some chemical imbalance in my brain or something...

Anxious. Not exactly sure why. But there’s this uneasy feeling on the top of my stomach. It will be so hard to fall slee...

Headache, spent too much time staring at the screen of my laptop doing research. In the end it feels like a waste of tim...

The day had like fifteen minutes today.

Feels like a kind of endless ping-pong match, and I'm the ball. Not such a good day today, and I know recovery isn't usu...

Read in the sun this afternoon, while my mother's new puppy played with the frilly rug I spread on the grass. I gave him...

Where do I get my refund? Clearly this is not what I ordered. This fucking virus is kicking my butt so hard and I'm like...

Have a cold, mild one, first time this year, was really starting to believe my imune system was becoming just that: imun...

A year older, but not wiser. I still feel like I'm sixteen, and how can I be this old?

There's no such thing as a free lunch. And, apparently, there's no such thing as a free online diary either. Just read t...