September 20, 2024

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Where do I get my refund? Clearly this is not what I ordered. This fucking virus is kicking my butt so hard and I'm like: I don't really mind a spanking, but at least buy a girl dinner first? 
Though love, who? Fuck this shit, the medication is making me nauseous and tell me again how is this supposed to make me better?

Also, watched Inside Out to cheer me up, and completely forgot how Bing Bong's sacrifice (sorry for the spoiler if you never watched but the movie is nearly a thousand years old, so...) always makes me bawl my eyes out, and have you ever cried with a congested nose? It’s not pretty. 

Cause of death: Pixar's movie induced sobbing and lack of oxigen in the brain while she coughed herself to the other life. 

Mild cold, my ass. I had forgotten how bad being sick feels.

Someone, please, just wake me up when it's all over.
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solivagant
Sep 21, 2024 · 28 views

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solivagantSep 24, 2024

today was the best day yet (I don't want to say I'm already fine because I really don’t want to jinx myself — ha! as if — but I think the worse is past.) the good vibes are very much appreciated, you're wonderful. I hope you're okay, too. thank you for being here. 💙

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Lydia Rose Sep 23, 2024

i know right, i kind of missed this too, i was genuinely happy when you showed back up friend 🥹 i genuinely almost teared up at your first message, its quite a rare thing to come across someone who seems to understand you so easily 💛anyway, saw your last post, sending all my best vibes so you feel better real soon. Also, heck yeah let's be each other's stranger 🥹💛

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solivagantSep 22, 2024

please, don’t apologize, though as a fellow overthinker I completely get the social anxiety. you have no idea how much I rewrote that first message to you (I almost didn’t send it at all!). glad I did, though. because it's nice to have someone to talk to. and it may sound weird, but I kind of missed our conversations. it feels good to have someone to share things with, someone that gets us, sees us. sometimes all we need is a kind word, even if from a complete stranger. maybe we can be each other's stranger. 💙

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Lydia Rose Sep 22, 2024

no YOURE lovely ! lmao i cant help myself but comment every one of your posts which I kinda feel like i should apologize for.. yet here I am. anyway, im glad you're doing a bit better, and tell me what you think of the movie if you watch it! 💛

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solivagantSep 22, 2024

this is so sweet. thank you so much for the recommendation, it definitely sounds like my type of movie and I already put it on my list. I actually had a better day today, I think the medication is finally kicking in, and I don't feel like I'm dying (at least not one hundred percent of the time, more like 50/50). also, I appreciate your kindness so much, you're lovely. 💙

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Lydia Rose Sep 21, 2024

oh no, watching Inside Out when youre already sensitive is the WORST idea, i should know ive done it....... hope you get better soon dear 💛Oh, by the way, if you're like me and you actually like making yourself feel worse, watch The Holdovers if you haven't already, it made me bawl at least every 10 minutes and yet, its the most heartwarming movie I've watched in a while.

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