X8, 02's Dear Diary

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July 25, 2023
Dear Diary, What is thought? A representation of sensory information and experiences? Are we our thoughts? After all we experience them, right? They say we aren't. So how do i escape them? Arent they a part of who i am? Or do they flow by and i get t
Jul 25
March 13, 2023
Drawing Competition In Jakarta At that time, when i was still in kindergarten. I took a drawing course, a well known course, maybe at that time my drawing skills were good enough that i was selected to take part in the competition. At first i was
Mar 13
April 10, 2023
Dear Diary, First day of school since spring break. Have been having panic attacks on and off all day. My depression was on the back burner but now it is trying to get back in the front. I’m just ready to go my therapy appointment which isn’t until
Apr 10
March 31, 2023
Dear Diary, Well it’s been a week. On Monday I found out about a threat that was put out against me. Tuesday I wasn’t in school because I had a doctor’s appointment. Wednesday I was back at school after they confirmed the threat was against me was
Mar 31
March 12, 2023
Dear Diary, So I was talking with my therapist the other day and then when I got back in my car I was still thinking about the stuff we had talked about and trying to find the root of my trust issues and I was thinking about it and it turns out it’
Mar 12
March 07, 2023
Dear Diary, So today in Psychology we were talking about the development of a child’s mind and how much things can affect it and what the long term effects are. And one of these things that we talked about was abuse. And it triggered my anxiety for
Mar 07