Dear Diary,
So I was talking with my therapist the other day and then when I got back in my car I was still thinking about the stuff we had talked about and trying to find the root of my trust issues and I was thinking about it and it turns out it’s from abandonment from friends and from parents not always being present. Plus when my parents would say yes about something but ultimately go back on their word later and just continuously make false and empty promises. It gets annoying in the end. And then they wonder how I ended up this way. Hmmm I wonder… maybe from doing things like this. My mom has always been preoccupied with work and my little sister. And then my dad prioritizes work over everything else. So he has been in and out of my life constantly. For all of my life actually. I see him roughly two or three days every two weeks. And then he wonders why we have such bad relationship issues. But im just a child what do I know.