Cyclamen🌸's Dear Diary

Last Saturday, my close friend and I stayed the night together, and on Sunday morning we both planned to run together. early in the morning we both got up at 05.30, and we immediately rushed to get ready to run, and at 6.30 we both left. when we got

Dear Diary,I don't know where to start from, but there is a question that I want it to be answered, What will happen at the end? I just want to skip to the last chapter of my life to see what will happen. I don't belong to my family, every time we ga

Dear Diary, Things have been weird lately. I've been ok. Really. But I can't help feeling strange. Everything feels strange. I almost cringe at everything. I cringe at myself.  Suddenly I want attention from people. I used to hate it but why

Dear Diary, So about my birthday... i can't believe it's almost finished. I literally did nothing today. Just scrolled down social medias. I wish there was something to be memorable of. a good memory. But at the end of the day all I have is the

Dear Diary, Few minutes before my birthday. It doesn't feel right. I'm getting one year older. It all happened in a blink of an eye. How does time pass so quickly? Memories are breaking into my mind like a river erosion.  It doesn't real

Disappointment. This is what I can describe. Upset fulness. This is what I feel. Anger. This is what I see.  "I don't care" this is what i say.  Imagine having a friend who you loved more than anything. Imagine him betraying you. imagine him blam

Dear Diary, What to say? What to complain about? I'm just a immature soul who doesn't know how to accept things. I take a lot of things personally which usually people don't. I don't tell anyone about it but I get hurt. I just keep it in. They h

Dear Diary, Expecting is the worst thing you can do. Expectation destroys everything. That's why today I'm so hopeless yet I want to hope for something better but "expectation hurts" specially from people.  I don't really expect anything from t

Dear Diary, Reality hurts you know?  Have you ever been in a position where daydreaming is the only thing you can do? Feels so good! It's like your lost in a little rush of euphoria. You're smiling, you're laughing-thinking of those fake scenarios

Dear Diary, I was feeling better for a few days.. but today suddenly, All of a sudden I felt so tired like the world has drained me everything every energy I had.  All of a sudden I feel so tired. Tired of everything,sick of everything. At the sam