Dear Diary,
Expecting is the worst thing you can do. Expectation destroys everything. That's why today I'm so hopeless yet I want to hope for something better but "expectation hurts" specially from people.
I don't really expect anything from them anymore but sometimes there's just little hope. But when they turn out wrong, that little hope also hurts.
This world really is so cruel. So unfair. I wish people like me could make a another place just for us.
That precious soul and heart that has turned into a million pieces, I want to gather them and keep them safe with me. But "those pieces" piercers into my skin. Opening those abandoned scars.
Sometimes I've nothing to do expect crying