Dear Diary,
Reality hurts you know?
Have you ever been in a position where daydreaming is the only thing you can do? Feels so good! It's like your lost in a little rush of euphoria. You're smiling, you're laughing-thinking of those fake scenarios you make.
But then suddenly you realize these things are not possible. You can't have it. Your smiles fades little by little. Your chest tighens. Your lungs automatically inhales a big amount of air.
You sigh. A sudden emptiness. You just kay on your bed feeling all blank. You just stare at the window. Small drops of tears threatening to fall of your eyes. Without you even noticing.
It does hurt