Sk_sss's Dear Diary

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May 29, 2025
Dear Diary, Today he said "I'm not faithful to you because of you, it is who I am, I'm not faithful to you because I am afraid of you"  "I would cheat on you just to prove I'm not faithful to you because of you, I'm faithful because it is me" 
May 29
December 25, 2024
Dear Diary, It's Christmas 🎄  I feel sad, it's more like I feel kinda overwhelmed with thoughts, things I want but can't get because I'm low on cash..  Asides cash, I generally don't feel too good emotionally, I feel like shutting myself out
Dec 25
December 07, 2024
Dear Diary,  I need more remote jobs.. I'm very low on cash..  IF YOU CAN READ THIS, PLEASE RECOMMEND A REMOTE JOB TO ME..  That would be the best Christmas present I ever got🙏🙏🙏
Dec 07
December 07, 2024
Dear Diary,  I got engaged...  Things are abit tough for us since the introduction, we are low on cash..  I had to loan him some money from my business account to get by.. He's worried but tries to very well to shield it..  I should get
Dec 07
June 22, 2024
Dear Diary,  It's more like I met another of myself.. I see me, I see the "me" I gave then the pain hits me all over again at how much I thought I had but actually didn't.. Fear of the unknown was once the culprit but I said I was choosing m
Jun 22
June 22, 2024
Dear Diary, LOL, I broke up with him..  9 years gone down the drain..  But I feel so relieved..  I'm happy I was able to leave, he hit me for the 3rd time..  I had to leave because I was beginning to get dark thoughts about him, If
Jun 22
February 18, 2024
Dear Diary, I feel so down casted
Feb 18
November 17, 2023
Dear Diary, My boyfriend left the country few days ago (Wed, Nov 15th). I cried alot these past few days.. I'm concerned about LDR plus the time difference. I miss him alot already.
Nov 17
August 18, 2023
Dear Diary,  I hate arguments..  It's so draining..
Aug 18
June 17, 2023
Dear Diary, I clocked 25 a few weeks ago (June 5th).. My mind has conquered 500 thousand naira, a car, a washing machine of 300k and a few other things....but not a million naira and a house..  I'm currently enroute Benin and I feel very bad... W
Jun 17
January 10, 2023
Dear Diary, I'm trying to be happy but when I finally catch myself being happy, I tune it down.. It's like I don't want anyone to see me happy so they don't think that I'm really happy when in all genuity, I'm not..  - I just want peace..
Jan 10
January 09, 2023
Dear Diary, I feel sad. I feel like I've lost myself. I've been talking to lots of persons I think could help me; 2 therapist and a married man( he said he has been married for 15 years so I figured he might be able to advice me)  We got back tog
Jan 09
December 19, 2022
Dear Diary, it's finally over. I'm sad but also relieved. I want a fresh clean start. It all started Oct, 2015. I was a Jupeb student, one evening while waiting for the bus, I met a guy, he wanted to preach to me. I gave him my attention, at the
Dec 19
December 19, 2022
Dear Diary, it's happening all over again..
Dec 19
December 19, 2022
Dear Diary, I'm in danger😭
Dec 19