Sk_sss's Dear Diary

Index
June 22, 2024
Dear Diary,  It's more like I met another of myself.. I see me, I see the "me" I gave then the pain hits me all over again at how much I thought I had but actually didn't.. Fear of the unknown was once the culprit but I said I was choosing m
Jun 22
June 22, 2024
Dear Diary, LOL, I broke up with him..  9 years gone down the drain..  But I feel so relieved..  I'm happy I was able to leave, he hit me for the 3rd time..  I had to leave because I was beginning to get dark thoughts about him, If
Jun 22
February 18, 2024
Dear Diary, I feel so down casted
Feb 18
November 17, 2023
Dear Diary, My boyfriend left the country few days ago (Wed, Nov 15th). I cried alot these past few days.. I'm concerned about LDR plus the time difference. I miss him alot already.
Nov 17
August 18, 2023
Dear Diary,  I hate arguments..  It's so draining..
Aug 18
June 17, 2023
Dear Diary, I clocked 25 a few weeks ago (June 5th).. My mind has conquered 500 thousand naira, a car, a washing machine of 300k and a few other things....but not a million naira and a house..  I'm currently enroute Benin and I feel very bad... W
Jun 17
January 10, 2023
Dear Diary, I'm trying to be happy but when I finally catch myself being happy, I tune it down.. It's like I don't want anyone to see me happy so they don't think that I'm really happy when in all genuity, I'm not..  - I just want peace..
Jan 10
January 09, 2023
Dear Diary, I feel sad. I feel like I've lost myself. I've been talking to lots of persons I think could help me; 2 therapist and a married man( he said he has been married for 15 years so I figured he might be able to advice me)  We got back tog
Jan 09
December 19, 2022
Dear Diary, it's finally over. I'm sad but also relieved. I want a fresh clean start. It all started Oct, 2015. I was a Jupeb student, one evening while waiting for the bus, I met a guy, he wanted to preach to me. I gave him my attention, at the
Dec 19
December 19, 2022
Dear Diary, it's happening all over again..
Dec 19
December 19, 2022
Dear Diary, I'm in danger😭
Dec 19
October 23, 2022
Dear Diary, good sex makes you cry..  - And it did..
Oct 23
October 11, 2022
Dear Diary, I quit my job today, I feel relieved..  But I'm fucking pissed, I also feel like I lost alot of money, today!! Roughly 5k on nothing!!
Oct 11
September 07, 2022
Dear Diary, today I'm supposed to write about a day I felt proud of myself..  That was the day I wrote a collaboration letter to a popular famous celebrity for my boss brand. I never expected him to ask me to write that... But also I don't know i
Sep 07
September 06, 2022
Dear Diary, it's 2:32am here in Nigeria. I've been up for almost 2 hours now, my back hurts and I don't know why..  My bf went on a suspicious trip in Sunday and had lots of unrelated details attached to the whole story, I called his bullshit and ac
Sep 06