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Dear Diary,
It's Christmas 🎄
I feel sad, it's more like I feel kinda overwhelmed with thoughts, things I want but can't get because I'm low on cash..
Asides cash, I generally don't feel too good emotionally, I feel like shutting myself out amidst all the celebrations going on.. I have been blinking back tears even while seated with everyone celebrating trying not to break down..
I'm tired but trying to keep my emotions in check..
I'm learning to control my emotions myself instead of talking to someone.. I really don't feel good