Dear Diary,
LOL, I broke up with him..
9 years gone down the drain..
But I feel so relieved..
I'm happy I was able to leave, he hit me for the 3rd time..
I had to leave because I was beginning to get dark thoughts about him, If i stayed I would kill him one day, either stab or set him up.. But I loved him so much that those thoughts were painful to accommodate, I had to leave..
He doesn't believe I could break up with him, he said he'd be waiting for my return to him, lol
I hate him so much now but amidst all that I feel sad for him because I know him more than anyone else.. He would struggle so much emotionally but act tough in the face of others
But I don't care anymore, fuck him