Dear Diary, I feel sad. I feel like I've lost myself. I've been talking to lots of persons I think could help me; 2 therapist and a married man( he said he has been married for 15 years so I figured he might be able to advice me)
We got back together. Again.. But I feel incomplete..
I gave up my greatest friend for him because he said I cheated on him with my friend and I don't see it that way. It was only a farewell peck on the cheek and that was all it meant to me, nothing more but he called it cheating..
I miss my friend because he was like the only genuine friend I have.. Now, I feel like, something has been ripped out of me, I feel empty..