Anonymee's Dear Diary

today honestly was a good day 🥰my boyfriend got to meet my God blessed momma and Poppa (my second parents who litterally are a blessing in my life) and i think he left a good impression on them 🤗 Him and I went to a national park that is about 15mi

Mother's day.. am i supposed to like this day??cherish my mother.. after all the shit she has done to me?after her crule words and inhumane taugntings of my life choices and work? after the mental, emotional and physical abuse she allowed me to go th

i just want out. is that too much to ask? away from this prison inside, and the over control of my parents.. and even tho i do not stay with them, i am still stuck to them for the fact that i do not have a place of my own. but i can promise on thing

day by day, my depression worsens.i dont want medications... but i also know that i am in need of help. God has been working in my favor since the day my parents have made clear that they do not care for me. but i guess because of all thia emotional

a love so pure is a love worth being there for. <3

so yesterday was very clear to me, i do not have a family by blood; nor do i have many people i can trust. but i will thank the Lord for giving me the chosen family i have, and i promise to forever cheerish them as they have held me close.

Dear Diary, Morninng. -  I'm about to start getting ready for work but I wanted to say my first hello. I've contemplated writing for sometime now. I have in the past and it never last long or gets me anywhere so I stop pretty quickl

Dear Diary, i can't live in a reality where he doesn't yearn for me as much as i yearn for him

i just don't want these little attempts amount to nothing. i'm worried that my professor would roast me during my presentation this coming wednesday, that my presentation is far from what she expected. i don't know where to start. i'm afraid that i w

Dear diary, it's supposed to be "brain dump" but I had a typo decided to leave it as is. I stopped by so I can dump some of the stuff my overwhelming synapses produce so I can clear it off my head.  - Think of Notion templates as physical insert-

tentative list of aesthetic for my notion - teal pastel - tomoko kuroki moodboard - plants  - rustic - fandoms (ATLA, LoK, AoT, The Good Place, Loki...) - sablay/isko aesthetic - y2k  - that trending aesthetic with gradients and arcs - that

Hey so it's been a while since I last updated here. I feel like typing right now because it feels good to touch type without the need of looking at your keyboard. I finally reached the plateau of learning a skill and integrating it with your daily li

I just want my love for writing and diaries to be alive again

It's already July. Holy shit. We're officially halfway through another year with this virus. Anyway, I hope this remaining half of the year is better than its other half that passed oh so slowly but really fast at the same time. I don't know how to e

Dear self,  Yo. It's me, the 20-year-old you. I truly hope that this letter finds you well. (That greeting is in every e-mail nowadays, not complaining tho!). I'm typing this right now at 3 in the morning in my laptop, yes you get to have a lapto

Dear Diary, I'm supposed to be sleeping right now but just after I'm snug on my bed, there's a noise coming from the veranda just outside here in my bedroom. I hate how I even procrastinated on getting up and trying to see if the noise persists, it's

June 17, 2021. Today I woke up surprisingly refreshed. I had enough sleep and there's a feeling that I can take over the world, well, at least half of it. This is what happens when you have enough sleep, the adult part of your brain is online and in

June 15, 2021. College is a weird place. It's like nobody gives a shit but at the same time, they do.

it's raining and it's super cold oh my god

The worst thing about regrets is when you know your bad decisions are self-inflicted. It's the worst kind of regret when you knew better.

Today is June 7, 2021. I surrendered to my whim of looking up a site where I can publicly air my fleeting thoughts while being anonymous. Alas, this is that site.  It's such a delight to type out diary-style when you're a touch typist. It's been