GirlWonder82's Dear Diary

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May 05, 2022
Dear Diary, What's the saying about eating cake or two something? I just dont understand if I am happily married and he is happily married. We dont want to leave our families. We love our spouses and lives yet we cant stop sleeping together
May 06
May 05, 2022
Dear Diary, You know that feeling you have when you are wishing your husband/wife a good day at work with a kiss. Or to your kids off to school, or family members in just life?  Well I have those same feelings for him. Like I need to check i
May 06
May 05, 2022
Dear Diary, So 3 white glasses of wine in and just recalling my conversations with him. He has always said. If his wife gave him bjs as good as I do then we wouldn't be doing "this" with me. Geez thanks. But I was only 18.... 22+yrs years la
May 06
May 05, 2022
Dear Diary, Well here was to day one of meeting up with him and NOT having sex. *high five*  Kept it at the office this morning. He said I looked very nice today in white. He looked sexy in his work suit as always.  I left the office as
May 06
May 04, 2022
Dear Diary, Well we had that talk yet again. Same talk we have had over and over for past 22+ years. That we need to STOP hooking up. We can still catch up over lunch/work but we have to stop the sex part. The walk back to the car leads to h
May 05
May 03, 2022
Dear Diary, Today,  I said goodbye to my husband off to work, dropped my kids off to school, hit the gym to watch a tv show on the treadmill. Then went home to have my morning coffee, shower, started work and my ex husband stopped by to drop off
May 03
April 28, 2022
Hi Guys -  Brand new here. Been looking for a place to start writing about my last 25yrs to present.  Where I am completely honest.  Quick intro to me and my story....I just turned 40 years old. I have 3 daughters. 2 from my first marriage with my hi
Apr 28
April 08, 2022
Dear Diary, i can't live in a reality where he doesn't yearn for me as much as i yearn for him
Apr 08
catastrophizing
i just don't want these little attempts amount to nothing. i'm worried that my professor would roast me during my presentation this coming wednesday, that my presentation is far from what she expected. i don't know where to start. i'm afraid that i w
Sep 27
BRAIN DUMB
Dear diary, it's supposed to be "brain dump" but I had a typo decided to leave it as is. I stopped by so I can dump some of the stuff my overwhelming synapses produce so I can clear it off my head.  - Think of Notion templates as physical insert-
Aug 01
don;t mind this
tentative list of aesthetic for my notion - teal pastel - tomoko kuroki moodboard - plants  - rustic - fandoms (ATLA, LoK, AoT, The Good Place, Loki...) - sablay/isko aesthetic - y2k  - that trending aesthetic with gradients and arcs - that
Jul 22
July 22, 2021
Hey so it's been a while since I last updated here. I feel like typing right now because it feels good to touch type without the need of looking at your keyboard. I finally reached the plateau of learning a skill and integrating it with your daily li
Jul 22
July 15, 2021
I just want my love for writing and diaries to be alive again
Jul 15
entry 007
It's already July. Holy shit. We're officially halfway through another year with this virus. Anyway, I hope this remaining half of the year is better than its other half that passed oh so slowly but really fast at the same time. I don't know how to e
Jul 01
spoilers for 14 year old me
Dear self,  Yo. It's me, the 20-year-old you. I truly hope that this letter finds you well. (That greeting is in every e-mail nowadays, not complaining tho!). I'm typing this right now at 3 in the morning in my laptop, yes you get to have a lapto
Jun 19
entry 006
Dear Diary, I'm supposed to be sleeping right now but just after I'm snug on my bed, there's a noise coming from the veranda just outside here in my bedroom. I hate how I even procrastinated on getting up and trying to see if the noise persists, it's
Jun 19
entry 005
June 17, 2021. Today I woke up surprisingly refreshed. I had enough sleep and there's a feeling that I can take over the world, well, at least half of it. This is what happens when you have enough sleep, the adult part of your brain is online and in
Jun 16
entry 004
June 15, 2021. College is a weird place. It's like nobody gives a shit but at the same time, they do.
Jun 15
entry 003
it's raining and it's super cold oh my god
Jun 09
entry 002
The worst thing about regrets is when you know your bad decisions are self-inflicted. It's the worst kind of regret when you knew better.
Jun 08
entry 001
Today is June 7, 2021. I surrendered to my whim of looking up a site where I can publicly air my fleeting thoughts while being anonymous. Alas, this is that site.  It's such a delight to type out diary-style when you're a touch typist. It's been
Jun 07